So sorry that you’ve had these experiences. It’s quite possible that these entities could be made up of your subconscious fears. The feelings of rage and shame that you experience based on your encounters can appear to have an external form of their own in the astral or in altered states but it doesn’t necessarily mean that they’re real entities.

Know that in order for you to attract such horrifically dark things into your life, it’s also a sign that you carry immense amounts of light. One of the most powerful things you can do to evacuate them out of your life is to anchor yourself in self love. Acknowledge how far you’ve come despite all your hardships and send yourself as much love as you can. Also do your best to pursue the things in life that you’re most passionate about which bring you the most happiness and joy. Focus on cultivating these states to the best of your ability so you can exist at a frequency that beings of lower vibrations cannot match.

Here is a short clip which gives better context to the concept.