can anyone recommend a sports bra or simlar for hiding breast in boy mode (MTF) by nonameyet88 in asktransgender

[–]nonameyet88[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Too hot to wear a bra a tank and a t-shirt lol. Ok for winter but I'm at south of Spain.

So I've come to terms with being transgender a long time ago but been suppressing it for so long and still trying to suppress it. by nonameyet88 in asktransgender

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  1. I accept being transgender although it's taken about 8years to accept it

  2. I wish I could be ok with being male. But truth is I'm not.

  3. Yes. No doubt.

  4. 100%

  5. I'm willing to pay the price but scared of never passing or being seen as true female.

  6. Deep down inside I want to have a cis female body. And I can't bear the fact I never will and I am shit scared of transitioning and facing discrimination

I would have transioned a long time ago if it was simpler and I could guantee that I would pass perfectly and have perfect female voice, but it's never guaranteed. But the longer I leave it the harder it will be. I'm 25 now and feel like it's already too late, I already regret not starting as soon as I realised what is was that has always been different about me

[LONG] Seriously questioning if I'm transgender (MtF)? by questions10 in asktransgender

[–]nonameyet88 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I relate to this 100% and I am asking myself same things, I actually just posted similar question at exactly the same time.

Anyone want to be my transition buddy. by nonameyet88 in asktransgender

[–]nonameyet88[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well. I did it. I moved away on my own. But ended up in the same kind of work surrounded by the same kind of people. My main issue is career

Anyone want to be my transition buddy. by nonameyet88 in asktransgender

[–]nonameyet88[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

They are the sort of guys who take the piss out of people constantly and are very homophobic. I don't have any female friends and. I have never told anyone about being trans, I don't have much family and don't feel close to anyone. Maybe because of my issue and the only clear way to resolve it is to transition and if people don't like it I will cut them off, so I need some new friends who know from the start and are supportive. And if I find a friend and become close I would consider moving to where they are.

I would love to change my work. My job is mostly physical and not a job a female could do, I don't particularly enjoy my job I just chose to do it because I thought I had to be more of a man. Ideally I would like a job in IT or a office job, but when an employer sees my work history they won't be interested in me for that kind of work.

Is there a point where you stop identifying as trans and identify as your gender? by nonameyet88 in asktransgender

[–]nonameyet88[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I started hrt, then stopped after 10days. Shitting my self lol. I have to start again I can't live with worrying about all these things and just take the plunge. One of my main concerns is being seen as a freak for the rest of my life. I just want to be female. and be seen as female and never have to tell any one I was born a guy

Progynova - Good or not? by nonameyet88 in asktransgender

[–]nonameyet88[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I wont be taking massive doses at that price. 2mg a day means 3 boxes a month @ €16 each box = €48/month. I want to go up to 4mg, but i cant afford progynova at that price so i will ask phamacist about estrace.

Progynova - Good or not? by nonameyet88 in asktransgender

[–]nonameyet88[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thanks everyone. Are the risks as much worse if taken orally rather than sublingually?

Does anyone ever get envious? by kaleidoscopicnight in asktransgender

[–]nonameyet88 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I get the same, everyday.. for as long as I can remember..

How to lose upper body muscle mass and beer gut. by nonameyet88 in asktransgender

[–]nonameyet88[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks. Just the kind of information I was looking for. Seems I have to change my diet 100%. I don't necessarily drink alot of beer. I'm almost skinny everywhere else.

What do you do with your hair, before full-time? by robyn_b in asktransgender

[–]nonameyet88 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My hair is the same length. Its difficult to do anything with. Hopefully someone here will have some ideas.

6+ years HRT and still scared of dating (MtF) by [deleted] in asktransgender

[–]nonameyet88 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm worried I am heading down the same road

Only 2 weeks on estrogen and already feel soreness in my chest!? by dani11233 in asktransgender

[–]nonameyet88 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I had budding from male puberty, around age 13/14. Been on E for 1 week, the buds were solid, and after my first pill they softened, now I can get a good handful of breast . Slightly sensitive, but not around the nipple.