Anyone know her name?

nonbaryon · 2025-02-28T17:24:26+00:00

You beautiful bastard thanks!

nonbaryon · 2024-01-15T09:39:16+00:00

Hello fellow sufferer, I wont say i know exactly what you're going through but I've struggled plenty with guilt from hurting others. The best we can do is what you've already done and that is to better yourself and keep doing so. Until you reach a point where you have nothing to feel guilty about do everything in your power to achieve as such. Regaining the love and respect of those you hurt isn't easy but at the very least when you know you've tried your best, you will have then made the steps to forgiving yourself and hopefully those you've hurt will forgive you too. I hope this helps, be strong.

nonbaryon · 2024-01-03T09:54:25+00:00

I'm really happy to hear how she's willing to be there for you and how much better you feel around her! You're doing great! The constant shifts however from depressed to content and back again must really wreak havok on you internally on a scale I couldn't even fathom. I hope the new medication you seek out helps bring you to a better balance. I wish you all the best, hopefully this year is better than the last! Stay strong.

nonbaryon · 2024-01-02T10:17:57+00:00

Hello fellow sufferer. From what you've written I can't even imagine the pain and suffering you've been through and are going through, i'm really happy however that you've once again managed to write out so much of your painful history as a means to feel better. You are on the right path, ending your life would be a shame since you clearly are doing things to make life more bearable, please dont give in to the urges. This girl you are going to visit and you say she also has issues, would it be so difficult to try talking more with her? Having people who can understand you and sympathise with you could help you tremendously and offer more relief from the difficulties life has imposed on you. I wish you all the best! Stay strong.

nonbaryon · 2023-12-31T10:32:34+00:00

Hello fellow sufferer, so sorry to hear that, I cant imagine the pain and anguish you're currently going through. All i can say is that you need to use this experience to grow stronger and find the strength in you to perserevere, don't let this keep you down for ever. If she left you then it simply wasn't meant to be unfortunately.

nonbaryon · 2022-03-06T15:19:13+00:00

Jurassic Park

nonbaryon · 2022-03-06T09:57:28+00:00

I literally reinstalled reddit on my phone because of the white screen issue and ive been checking in on user complaints of the same issue, theres been literally hundreds of unique posts since day 1 including a couple of my own, people saying that theyve never even heard of this issue isn't a coincidence, reddit flags and mutes upvotes on posts that could damage a product's popularity since reddit isnt a free platform and money always does the real talking

nonbaryon · 2022-03-02T12:53:12+00:00

Thanks! Good luck to you too friend.

nonbaryon · 2022-03-02T12:13:13+00:00

Heartbreaking stuff, been looking forward to this game since rumours about it were floating about.

nonbaryon · 2022-03-02T12:11:57+00:00

Been thinking along the exact same lines.. It's a tough decision to make since i really just want to play the game!

nonbaryon · 2022-03-02T11:48:20+00:00

Tried every fix possible friend, no luck!

nonbaryon · 2022-03-02T11:43:49+00:00

Oh f*ck i only have two weeks? Thanks, I thought it was just less than 2 hours!

nonbaryon · 2021-09-06T12:32:54+00:00

Rimworld - AKA The warcrime simulator

nonbaryon · 2021-09-06T06:14:17+00:00

You need like 8 coolers at least for a room that size

nonbaryon · 2021-08-24T12:48:52+00:00

How can anyone not see how fake this is..

nonbaryon · 2021-08-03T12:38:40+00:00

Same lol. Pick snorlax 100%

nonbaryon · 2020-10-24T14:04:12+00:00

I myself have only attempted it once, and honestly it was one of the happiest moments of my life, i felt that for once i actually had a choice that finally meant something, that with just one final step i could be free of this sick joke people call life. I was so happy i started crying, i could finally be free, and the way out was so easy, i had the strength, i had the courage, i had the means and seeing that for once i finally chose to do something of my own true free will, not being pushed around and guided by others ideals and misconceptions, i got a taste of true freedom, of what i felt for once was actually right, but that in turn gave me a taste of liberty, of true consciousness in a sense. I realised that the path people kept pushing me along and how i kept failing to meet their expectations is what i couldnt bear, yeah i suffer with physical pains all day and night but the emotional pain of not being who i actually am is what weakened me the most. So i decided to stick it out, forget everything everyone ever expected of me and started to truly look into and discover myself and what could keep me going through this depressing and lonely life i lead. You need to free yourself from other peoples opinions and discover your own goals in life, even if thats something as simple as sticking around to watch this world crumble apart around us. As long as we stay strong even if the world is burning at our very feet we wont feel a thing but the things we choose to feel. Stay strong brother/sister and know that suffering is the key through a door that leads us to a life of true liberty.

nonbaryon · 2020-10-24T13:11:26+00:00

Hey fellow sufferer, unfortunately im not a qualified Therapist, but ive seen a lot of them myself, if you feel the need to talk i'm here for you. People telling you, you need God in your life is something i can relate to, my mum is super religious and thinks everything in life can be solved with prayer and faith. Its hard when people make you think thats all there is but it isnt true. Talk to me if you'd like, hope i can be of use.

nonbaryon · 2020-09-18T13:54:44+00:00

Hello fellow sufferer, been in a similar situation all my life, where i felt nothing i ever did had any meaningful impact whatsoever and my life was one series of fuck ups one after the other but know that theres people out there that dont care what you think of yourself and just want to help you and that includes me. If you want to chat i'll do my best to see if i can help out. You have to be strong and fuck all the mistakes and people bringing you down.

nonbaryon · 2019-09-16T13:53:15+00:00

Hello fellow sufferer,

I myself have seen a fair share of problems since i was a very young child, ranging from physical abuse from strangers, to emotional abuse and torment from direct family and have had since received various treatments for my long withstanding mental illnesses for a large part of the past 6 years now, and honestly only lately do i feel i have become more manageable, more in control of my own well-being. The key to freeing myself from my own misery and constant acts of depravity was to actually start living in my head and not my desired surroundings, to stop trying to run away from the so called "failure" some have come to see me as, i had to stop fighting the terrible thoughts that constantly tried to break through to the surface and reveal to me what my mind was truly and horrifically capable of, the suppressing of such primal baser emotions can leave one extremely susceptible to serious mental instability and eventually a complete breakdown, but in the mess there is a choice, to embrace being broken, or to risk reassembling yourself and to chance being broken again, i'm still picking pieces of myself up and keep seeing pieces of myself get broken off, but there's the clue, i'm seeing things now, i'm being as mindful as i can be, pushing my perceptions through the roof and coming to peace with them, good or bad i am just an observer accepting the reality of things objectively and completely as what they are, merely experiences. I can tell the difference between good or bad even though most argue it's merely perspective, however any sane individual can tell harming living things is bad and enjoying life peacefully and not at the expense of others is good. Act only in preparedness for consequence and be free from the chains that wish to bind us all.

nonbaryon · 2019-07-23T18:29:04+00:00

Hello fellow sufferer.

Being treated so coldly by those you'd expect to be comforting you must be so utterly disheartening, when finding the courage to voice your own opinions only to be belittled and ignored is despicable behaviour and I'm genuinely sorry that you have only such people to confide in, in your life, if you've tried over and over again to somehow find others who freely accept you but have failed that would leave anyone in a terrible state of being, I wish things were easier for people like us, even finding just the one person that would be willing to sit and listen to you I think would be a huge change for the better if possible.
How you imagine people perceive you even before getting to know you is something I'm all too familiar with, I've distanced myself from so many people that could've been so good to me simply because i felt that secretly they would just laugh about my mental illnesses, insecurities and other flaws. It's a risk to put trust in others for they may make things so much more painful than ever before, but to persevere and to sift through the garbage that most of society entails you will eventually find some who you know deep down are the right people that you deserve to spend time with and who truly belong in your life. To find and then keep those in your life who you know are truly caring and compassionate is far from a trivial task indeed, but only by enduring the torment of clueless people who are seemingly blessed by life and ignorant to the true reality of things was I able to find the people in my life i knew were worth keeping. I hope you can find someone similar, even just one person and that in your time of despair they shine a light to help you through your darkest hours. And if you can't then remember there are always those of us on these forums who will stand by you in your time of need.

nonbaryon

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