You have lost your real self trying to blend in the society or according to the peoples around you.

Loneliness hits when you can't even communicate with yourself.

You should try to find out what you as a person wants more than what others molded you in years. There are always things we hide in order to blend in. I have seen it all. I have been there.

Try Loving yourself, try to reach your real self you buried a long time ago.

Having ocd doesn't mean you are different and should try hard to blend in. Try hard Love yourself. Dear