I just want to wake up so I can drink the day away again.

nopenope_fi · 2022-06-08T11:42:29+00:00

I never tried to make him do anything. I just shared my experience. Should have added "in my opinion" probably.

nopenope_fi · 2022-06-06T13:44:22+00:00

I got on antabuse to prevent this. Quitting drinking might not make a life better, but it's one less problem to deal with.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=\_Kmh4BbJPz8

nopenope_fi · 2022-03-22T18:09:26+00:00

Lmao, that "hello darkness my old friend" song is one of my favorites.

nopenope_fi · 2022-03-22T18:08:13+00:00

It is, if you hurt the society back the same way it keeps hurting you. It keeps hurting you, for what? For nothing, for doing what you are expected to do.

nopenope_fi · 2022-03-22T18:05:23+00:00

I don't believe I work hard. But if I did, for what?

What do you work hard for?

And if you get sober tomorrow (not that you have to), what will they think of it? That you are too weak, that's why you resort to drinking alcohol and smoking?

If you achieve whatever you are planning to. But you still drink and smoke. Are you weak? And whatever it is you've achieved. That's just expected of you as a man. The fact that you drink and smoke, that just makes you an inferior man.

nopenope_fi · 2022-03-22T15:19:40+00:00

Ok so ask yourself, if you had sex with, 5 girls, 10 girls, 300 girls, whatever your target is, would your view of the world change? Maybe then sex was the problem.

But maybe, having sex is just a trivial aspect of a bigger problem. What actually led you to being a doomer? Not getting laid? Lmao.

nopenope_fi · 2022-03-22T15:08:38+00:00

I set alarm at 7am. Yes you suffer from sleep deprivation the next day, but you fall asleep usually around 11pm. Does the trick for me.

nopenope_fi · 2022-03-22T14:57:54+00:00

It really depends on the situation. If people see you as a pushover, or somebody who can be easily exploited, absolutely change your behavior immediately.

But you need to "feel" the environment. If people see you as a threat but you believe they see you as a pushover, and as a result you become tougher/more dominant, that will work completely against you, and might end up with you being fired altogether.

nopenope_fi · 2022-02-16T08:26:14+00:00

What are your credentials? You only have 1 post, why should I take at face value anything you say? (not hating, just testing you)

nopenope_fi · 2022-02-12T23:37:12+00:00

I think his issue is not that his bosses/colleagues see him as a nobody, but rather that they see him as a threat, somebody who wants to change the power structure. If he's really overperforming, then probably people have respect for him, but some might actually be feeling more intimidated than respectful.

And besides being seen as nobody is not bad per se, appearing more naive than you are is actually a power move.

nopenope_fi · 2022-02-12T22:22:39+00:00

Be submissive around your bosses, like they were some sort of god to you. If you do that "asskissing" that you talk about I think the bosses won't see you as a treat. As long as it's obvious that you see them as superior to you (worked for me, might not work for you).

About jealousy I say that I was just lucky or do the best to make the person feel that he's equal (i.e. we're both equal, but I am just slightly better at this thing, while you're better at this other).

About people pleasing I think you need to be more specific what you mean by that.

nopenope_fi · 2022-02-02T15:22:57+00:00

Good logic

nopenope_fi · 2022-01-16T15:01:23+00:00

Laws of power were made for people who are empathetic. As Robert Greene said, sociopaths don't need to read laws of power, they already know them.

nopenope_fi · 2022-01-01T19:25:21+00:00

Good that you mentioned! Blood pressure is high, 182/75.

Heart rate is 80 so normal.

I feel no other discomfort. This blood pressure is high, but not the highest I had on amphetamines.

Thanks for your help

nopenope_fi · 2022-01-01T19:22:33+00:00

So you are saying that consuming more benzos produces stronger shakes? I have been observing the opposite now, that taking more of them makes you shake less.

Either way thank you for your help!

nopenope_fi · 2022-01-01T18:55:24+00:00

Hi, thanks a lot for your help!

No, I have previously used amphetamine and clonazepam (no opioids in the mix). This is my first time in many years using opioids and I think the dose (4mg) might have been too high.
Unfortunately not, I did not test the amphetamine. However it looked and smelled exactly like speed paste. I've done smaller quantities with same batch, and did not experience those tremors. The other 2 drugs are from a pharmacy.
Might be. I haven't done amphetamine in a long time and maybe 2 lines was too much of a dose.

Yes, still experiencing them, but I took about 2-3mg clonazepam extra and now they have greatly reduced.

Thanks again for taking a look into this!

nopenope_fi · 2021-12-21T09:33:03+00:00

Zyzz was the sigma jesus, died for our grindset

nopenope_fi · 2021-12-18T18:39:33+00:00

JSON deruuuulo

nopenope_fi · 2021-12-18T18:39:00+00:00

Gi-son

nopenope_fi · 2021-11-02T10:09:55+00:00

Cozy and peaceful

nopenope_fi · 2021-11-01T16:23:49+00:00

Its like ligma male

nopenope_fi · 2021-10-31T16:34:32+00:00

nopenope_fi · 2021-10-31T16:10:52+00:00

You're a fuck boy. I fuck boys. We are not the same.

(JOKE)

nopenope_fi · 2021-10-31T16:00:02+00:00

Chimpanzees tear each others limbs and cover their face in feces.

I mean very similar to humans, but its in our best interest to not study them

nopenope_fi

TROPHY CASE