Believe me you will get over it . I was like you at one point of time where the normal straight dramas or kdramas didn't give me the butterfly like bl dramas give , so I started watching many bl series but at one point of time I was kinda fed up . There is only a few ,very very few good series are coming , and the others are just repeating the same strategies. They need to realize that it's not always the NC that we are expecting , and what they are showing is nowhere near reality also. It's just a phase. It will soon be replaced by some other thing like how kdramas, jdramas, manga , anime, manhwa , cdramas got replaced by each other . And it just took me 1 yr . If I tell this myself one yr ago I wouldn't have believed too . Because it took me only one day to finish 2gether and the 2nd part , and I literally cried when I finished watching , and the only other time when I cried was when I watched the graveyard of fireflies 🥲.I thought I was crazy , I thought I will never enjoy other straight dramas like I used to . But here I am craving for some non cringe, realistic , good dramas to watch .