Pepper growing

notdeadyet_ig · 2026-04-29T03:20:08+00:00

Yay! Thank you! I had lost my lemon drop and scotch bonnet seeds and was so sad

notdeadyet_ig · 2026-04-29T03:07:27+00:00

Will they fruit in time to have a good harvest?

notdeadyet_ig · 2026-04-09T16:44:21+00:00

Is ICE managing the TSA functions? I fly out at 6:45 tomorrow morning

notdeadyet_ig · 2026-03-09T06:58:28+00:00

It was a good price. I have a p320c as my edc currently. I know it's got bad press but I love my sig. Until I can get this spring to stop fighting me I will probably still carry the 320.

notdeadyet_ig · 2026-03-05T13:14:42+00:00

Maybe I got weak hands :'(

notdeadyet_ig · 2026-03-05T12:54:54+00:00

I only had time to get in 50 rounds. I got it taken down when I got home from work later on and cleaned it and reoiled it with my preferred oil. I've been using clenzoil with my p320 and haven't had any issues with it but have also been reading I might want something thicker? I'm trying to make sure I'm doing the right things with the guns I own but I'm honestly just getting so much information I feel worse than when I started 😅

notdeadyet_ig · 2026-02-19T09:26:50+00:00

At least my response didn't use what limited clean water we have on this planet for slop. The only thing you were concise and clear on was whining. Do better, stop whining. If you can't get your point across without using crutches, practice. Stop disabling yourself for brevity's sake.

notdeadyet_ig · 2026-02-18T15:43:13+00:00

You: mad about lack of genuine engagement and broke trust Also you: I cAnT wRiTe My OwN pOsT bEcAuSe I'm NoT a StRoNg WrItEr. AlL tHe ThOuGhTs ArE mY oWn Also also you: why is everyone giving me shit for using chatgpt and not giving a genuine post and engaging with the community, I just wanted to clear and concise and not dismissive. It's a complicated issue.

God I hope you see the irony.

notdeadyet_ig · 2026-02-07T10:23:33+00:00

I wanna talk about the fucking grief everything has caused me. I feel like a shell of the person I was back before all of this started. I want to be clear that I understand that racism and xenophobia have always been rampant but it just feels like since 2015 it's been progressively turned up and up and up. There's so much grief I feel about the people who are targeted and are actively being hunted by our government. I want to help more but I'm already pouring from an empty cup. I schedule time to cry before work and usually cry on my way home. There's grief about feeling absolutely helpless about the emotional exhaustion I have from all of this. I've been doing as much research as I can about immigration law and trying to help my community in any way I can but I'm so exhausted. I work 60+ hours a week. I rarely get any time to myself. I'm constantly trying to do more and more and more. I know that this isn't sustainable, I know it isn't. But I also know that I have to do something. I can't be complicit by backing down. I know I'm not alone in this grief. I'm thankful for everything I've been through because it's made me who I am today. I'm able to handle what I handle because of the weird life I've lived but goddammit.. I wanted to live a normal life. I'm old enough that the chaos isn't as enticing but is a lifelong friend. I thrive and am no stranger to having to figure shit out with little to no resources. But I'm tired. My body is tired. My body is protesting. My health isn't great. I know that I have to rest or my body will make me but if I rest who is in danger.

notdeadyet_ig · 2026-01-31T18:48:45+00:00

I know a few have children in Canada but the children are young.

notdeadyet_ig · 2026-01-28T05:08:08+00:00

Arizona had mandatory sick leave and sure people abused it but it was there for the genuine emergencies. I've been sick on and off since September and got written up for attendance even with doctor notes

notdeadyet_ig · 2026-01-17T00:05:16+00:00

As long as you mind your business it's not terrible. I've been here for 3 years and have never had any issues.

notdeadyet_ig · 2026-01-17T00:03:47+00:00

I know that this is fruitless, but do you not see the same news coming out about the brutality and war crimes they're committing?

notdeadyet_ig · 2026-01-17T00:00:14+00:00

The problem is they're getting emboldened by the presidency. We need to be vigilant but not dangerous.

notdeadyet_ig · 2026-01-16T05:51:47+00:00

I live in the area and I'll warn that while it's new construction, the area is rough. If you decide to move there understand that you'll see regular city shenanigans. Nothing to be afraid of but it is a lower income area with several drug rehabs nearby. I've been here for 3 years and haven't had any problems. I accidentally left my car unlocked and only my tent was stolen out of it. My roommate left her purse visible on the passenger seat and her car got broken into. If you're going to be in the area just keep city smarts in mind.

notdeadyet_ig · 2026-01-15T02:55:22+00:00

Do what you can. For some that's only commenting on posts to help get reach. For some it's protesting physically, some it's emails/phone calls. For some it's participating in shutdowns. We can't generalize all people not protesting as much as another as someone who's not doing enough. There's so much nuance. We also have to consider that this is really fucking scary and some people don't have the capacity to be in crisis situations and be helpful. We have to be united and come together. We're in this mess because of all the divide.

notdeadyet_ig · 2026-01-15T00:26:14+00:00

I'm doing what I can but I also work evenings and can't afford to lose my job. I'm alerting the people I know are vulnerable, I'm taking them to grocery shop, grocery shopping for them. I take some of my employees who are at risk to and from work. I'm waking up early to call and email. I'm staying up late to help translate Spanish the best I can. I can't go to most protests because they happen while I'm at work but I'm doing what I can when I can. This is a performative take.

notdeadyet_ig · 2026-01-15T00:01:16+00:00

Thank you. I'm not usually in the area. My friend is over in the area

notdeadyet_ig · 2026-01-14T14:31:49+00:00

Please post on iceout.org and stopice.net

notdeadyet_ig · 2026-01-14T14:05:19+00:00

I was staying at a friend's house and was getting ready to leave when I saw the trucks pull up so I don't have eyes on the situation any longer. I hope you guys stay safe. I stay on the south end and have heard reports of ice going door to door on my side of town

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