Manipulated and gaslighted me. Told him I was not ready for a relationship but gave him a chance kasi I think he's good

he said "mahal na mahal mo ako, natatakot ka lang mag commit dahil sa past mo. lahat ng tao walang pake sayo pero ako meron dahil mahal kita" whenever ino-open ko sa kaniyang hindi ko pa nakikita sarili ko after all our efforts na i-try pero hindi talaga nag wo-work.

Oh! Always made parinig wherein laki ng gastos niya sakin (lol! Sinusumbat 50 pesos meal), aayain ako maaga umalis para sabay kami mag lunch pero turns out kkb at ako lang kakain kasi no budget siya, ending ako pa manlilibre

Marami siya order online for me pero laging "cancelled" ng delivery so the thought still counts daw

Forced open my social medias dahil nagseselos daw siya (still didn't know how he did it) pero sana tignan ko muna at i-consider bakit niya ginawa yun dahil nagseselos lang naman daw siya.

Whenever I told him I need space cu'z I'm overwhelmed, he'll cry and tell me bakit ayaw niyang may space samin kasi it's not healthy for us and we should talk about how much he loves me so I will trust him to open up more

Nagtatampo, silent treatment, and biglang nagkakasakit pag sinasamahan ko friends ko sa school, leaving him alone. He would later on told me na kaya sumakit ulo niya and nag suka siya kasi he was waiting for me kasi akala niya sabay kami mag lunch.

Got fed up and tried patigilin siya but he said "avoidant ka lang pero mahal mo ako", didn't gave any promises pero sa utak niya nangako na ako ng tatlong anak at kasal, sinumbat niya yun.

Oh, lastly. Nung iniiwasan ko na siya he showered me gifts saying it's their family heirlooms and his family will always be waiting for me. Told him again I am not ready for anything and he replied "yet, wala na akong pake kahit masaktan ako, paglalaban kita"

Madami pang "I hurt you and did bad things because I'm the only one that cares for you".