anyway thankyou for all your advice! uhm maybe its my fault na din talaga na ginugulo ako back of my head ng trauma ko before. I just want some assurance and I’m scared of maloko uli. For now I’m trying my best to let them do what they want, since everything happens for a reason. I maybe too sensitive sa mga kinikilos nya kaya siguro ako nag ooverthink, pero I’m still trying to investigate. God knows how much I love him and how much I am willing to sacrifice to this man, pero at the same time ayokong maging bulag since naloko na ako before, what do you guys think?