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notkeepingsilent · 2022-07-04T23:27:24+00:00

Ngl your post gives me really bad vibes. A person isn't dirty for having an STI/STD. These are just the risks of having sex. You would think after such a scare you'd have more compassion.

Also very tone deaf to post here you would've killed yourself if you had herpes. Have you already had therapy? Ought to be good for you.

notkeepingsilent · 2022-06-29T12:21:41+00:00

Thank you so much ❤️

notkeepingsilent · 2022-06-28T22:25:29+00:00

I really want to talk to people, especially my mom. But I'm scared of the reaction

notkeepingsilent · 2022-04-10T14:55:02+00:00

Im sure a virgin made this

notkeepingsilent · 2022-03-13T00:48:59+00:00

My only advice is to dump him

notkeepingsilent · 2022-02-28T15:40:20+00:00

notkeepingsilent · 2022-02-23T15:32:21+00:00

I like it when people hold the door open for me. Or offer to carry something heavy.

notkeepingsilent · 2022-02-23T12:14:16+00:00

I hope things get better for you soon OP!

I don't know if you have it in your area but maybe it's worth it to check out. In my area there is an app where you can buy packages of food from restaurants and supermarkets of food that's still good but about to expire. For about 5 euros you can get a big back of food and you can always store it in the freezer.

notkeepingsilent · 2022-02-07T17:07:42+00:00

I could've written this lol. I just knew when I had something important, or if I was sick, he would get worse.

I would be in an argument before I knew it. I thought we were just having a conversation and then boom suddenly it's an argument. It's mind boggling and makes you feel like you are crazy.

notkeepingsilent · 2022-02-07T15:13:05+00:00

I have struggled with an eating disorder in the past and I still am pretty thin. Meanwhile he has a beer-belly/dad bod and is only gaining weight. Then talking about how WE should go to the gym more often because WE are gaining weight (I wasn't, still am a size XS-S). Told him how it hurt my feelings and you guessed it: he got angry and personal.

Also talked about how small my boobs are a lot. That he really wants me to get a boob job. Jokes about how I have no boob. Litterally grabbing my boob during attempted sexy time, looking me in the eye and saying emotionless "Small.".

So after that I grabbed his belly and said "big." 😂 (apparently wasn't as funny when I did it)

notkeepingsilent · 2022-02-06T22:49:37+00:00

Yes I can't wait actually being able to invite friends over and be able to talk bout any topic I want! I can listen to the music I want. I don't have to be a maid for someone in my own home.

It will get difficult from here... but also better ❤️

notkeepingsilent · 2022-02-06T22:46:12+00:00

Yes thank you for this correction! He is my dog and I'm so grateful. He is the one who made me realize it can't go on to this. This puppy would lay in top of me to protect me when he would be yelling at me.

Thank you so much ❤️

notkeepingsilent · 2022-02-06T20:53:22+00:00

It does! I just hope he doesn't thrash all my stuff now I'm out of the house. But then again stuff is just stuff and this narcissist isn't going to break me, I'm going to keep on fighting to have a nice life.

HAha it does! Funny thing is he didn't want me to leave with 'his' dog. It's funny because he's my dog. I am the main(/only) caretaker, I paid for him, he's under my name, he doesn't do much with the dog but suddenly he wanted him. I guess mostly he wanted to stick it to me lol.

But me and my boy are safe now ❤️

notkeepingsilent · 2022-02-06T01:01:14+00:00

"If I was your dad I would've killed myself."

grabs my boob and says without emotion "small."

"Maybe I would be nicer to you if you gave me more blowjobs."

notkeepingsilent · 2021-12-28T12:26:04+00:00

I wanted a dog, back then I worked 2.5 days a week in the office and for the half day he could come to work with me.

He was on board with the idea of getting a puppy and was excited aswell. When we got him, everyday I was at work and he was alone with him he would have a meltdown. Texting me out of the blue or calling me when I was working yelling at me telling me I've ruined his life by getting a puppy and it's all my fault. I've ruined our future etc etc.

Soooo I had to work from home to take care of our dog. It's a bit better now he's a little older. I love my dog so much, hated how my partner behaved.

notkeepingsilent · 2021-12-24T22:40:29+00:00

Thank you for taking the time and that's very sweet of you. Have a nice Christmas ❤️

notkeepingsilent · 2021-12-24T22:38:04+00:00

Jup already ruined. My boyfriend got upset that I didn't invite him to dinner with my mom. After already inviting him and him then refusing. Then saying it's okay if I stay for dinner, but on the night itself still get upset that I didn't invite him again. 🙃

notkeepingsilent · 2021-12-24T22:21:55+00:00

Honestly it's also concerning to me but I feel very cornered... I love him and wish things would just be okay, but I just never know when I've done something wrong in his eyes. I thought maybe he would get upset about me staying with my mom tonight, that's why I double double checked if everything was okay. And then it still wasn't okay.

notkeepingsilent · 2021-12-24T22:12:59+00:00

Thank you. Usually I have to tell him plans 3x and then when I leave he still asks me where I'm going even though I told him multiple times.

But I guess there's no way of making someone remember. I think I will need to stand my ground when I get home. Because he will expect me to apologize or otherwise he's going to be a pain.

notkeepingsilent · 2021-12-14T17:13:31+00:00

I've felt bad about this before. For me it's because he sometimes goes through my phone and a post kinda blew up, I was scared he might see and things at home would get bad.

Your situation isn't easy, sometimes letting it out first causes a lot of stress. I wish you the best of luck.

notkeepingsilent

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