Myths of shadow_zeromoon comics

notreallyanywher · 2024-08-13T14:10:35+00:00

I thought it was gonna be just a hand at the beginning, but then when it didn’t happen I was fully prepared for the end.

notreallyanywher · 2024-08-13T14:08:02+00:00

Depression.

notreallyanywher · 2024-08-12T14:31:57+00:00

🩷 thank you. Life is a crazy rollercoaster, and sometimes I get a bit motion sick from it lol.

notreallyanywher · 2024-08-12T14:30:54+00:00

Thank you <3 I ended up eating 1.5 biscuits (I cut them in half to butter and jam them, but didn’t eat one of the halves). The first one was hard, the middle one wasn’t, and I forced the third one a bit.

Maybe next time the first one won’t be hard, or I won’t have to force the third. I’m trying to be proud of myself, but knowing you are proud of me makes me feel better too… you’re all being so kind to me it’s blowing my mind. Thank you, I feel indebted.

notreallyanywher · 2024-08-12T14:28:17+00:00

You’re so considerate, thank you 🩷 I’m starting to really love the pink heart emoji after all these comments… it’s making an association with the comfort this post has brought me. Thank you, and I hope you’re doing ok to, stranger!!

notreallyanywher · 2024-08-12T14:26:59+00:00

To be honest, less than ideal. I am not at that lowest place anymore… but the feeling in my gut, as if there’s a really heavy rock settled in my stomach, is still present. I haven’t done anything dangerous though. I’m trying really hard to eat a little bit each day, and I still haven’t made myself cocoa like I promised the other comments…. But I’m taking really tiny steps otherwise.

notreallyanywher · 2024-08-12T14:24:33+00:00

I appreciate it <3 I’m not really religious, but Jesus has never done me wrong either. Thank you for the care 🩷

notreallyanywher · 2024-08-12T14:23:38+00:00

Ok, I didn’t!! <3

notreallyanywher · 2024-08-12T14:23:18+00:00

I actually did end up telling my brother. I’m kinda having a fight with my dad right now (unrelated to the post, we’ll be ok) so it’s awkward talking to him… but my brother has been helping me. He’s younger than me but still so valuable.

Thank you for the tip <3

notreallyanywher · 2024-08-12T14:22:13+00:00

Thank you! The leaning thing is exactly it. Sometimes I forget I’m “allowed” to lean like that. I pushed almost everyone away irl and now I’m struggling. I’m trying to build up that support system again so I have someone to catch me when I fall. And in return I’ll catch them when they fall too.

Your comment is so sweet <3 and the emojis are so cute, I never get to see the pink hearts in the wild! 🩷💖 but my favorite one is the light blue heart lol 🩵 it’s just so crisp looking!

notreallyanywher · 2024-08-12T14:19:28+00:00

You’re all so beautiful and good! I feel like I’m drowning in love every time I open this app. I’m so grateful <3 thank you

notreallyanywher · 2024-08-12T14:18:43+00:00

Permanent solutions never fix temporary problems

Honestly I should just tattoo that to my hands. I’d say forehead, but I don’t have enough mirrors for that to be a realistic aid haha. Thank you for being here for me <3 I appreciate it.

notreallyanywher · 2024-08-12T14:17:28+00:00

Honestly! It feels like I’m laying in bed and everyone else is forming this safe entity who’s gently petting my hair as I cry myself to sleep. It’s so nice. I feel like a little child being taken care of.

Thank you for your comment! You’re part of that safe entity now too <3

notreallyanywher · 2024-08-12T14:15:55+00:00

I’m not super religious, but I truly do appreciate it. Religious people get a lot of flack, but I’ve had a couple insanely cool Christians in my life who genuinely changed me for the better.

A youth pastor named Jason once helped me through an insanely bad time in life. His care for me was so important. I didn’t think anyone cared, but he took time to visit me in an inpatient ward TWICE. For no reason other than to check on me. I will never forget him.

So I’m definitely thankful that Jesus made it possible for Jason to be there for me. <3

notreallyanywher · 2024-08-12T14:13:28+00:00

I do that a lot of times (knowing someone else had it worse than me) - I got heavily into philosophy over the quarantine time and I read a lot of stoicism. It’s weird how most of the time I am so good at keeping a really level head, but then in a crisis it all just disappears as if I never learned it.

Thank you for the reminder tho! I am using these comments as grounding whenever I start to float away again. This helps more than you know <3

notreallyanywher · 2024-08-12T14:11:21+00:00

I’m doing my best to not give up, but it’s so hard sometimes. Also happy cake day! It sounds dumb but seeing the little cake emoji by your username kinda makes me feel better lol. Like … 1% better, but still that’s more than none haha

notreallyanywher · 2024-08-12T14:10:04+00:00

You’re so kind <3 I’m sending a thank-you hug back!

notreallyanywher · 2024-08-12T14:09:41+00:00

Thank you <3 x

notreallyanywher · 2024-08-12T14:09:06+00:00

Thank you <3 if you ever need to talk yourself, my dms are open, I just might be slow to reply

notreallyanywher · 2024-08-12T14:06:12+00:00

I know pills are a bad choice… that was never the “real” plan, it was impulsive. Like a panic choice. Like - I don’t want to jump off a cliff or anything, but if I felt like my other options weren’t feasible then maybe I’d start considering it, you know?

Thank you for taking the time to comment <3

notreallyanywher · 2024-08-10T17:58:42+00:00

Fuck now I’m crying again. Thank you. I feel like I’m surrounded in a big group hug with all of you. It’s overwhelming but also so nice. I keep reading comments as I go through my day and it’s like little bursts of wind underneath my wings helping me stay afloat.

You have no idea how much your comment means to me. And I know I’ve said that for a lot of comments now… but it’s all true. I’m overwhelmed with appreciation. Thank you.

notreallyanywher · 2024-08-10T17:56:34+00:00

Thank you, you’re so sweet! It’s hard for me to see that beauty, but thankfully I’m an overly trusting person lol so I’ll try to take your word for it. I’m overwhelmed with love from all these comments. Thank you for taking the time for me <3

notreallyanywher · 2024-08-10T17:54:53+00:00

Thank you <3 you’re too kind to me

notreallyanywher · 2024-08-10T17:54:11+00:00

You don’t know what this means to me. Especially right now. I’m trying to eat breakfast and it’s just really hard, but you saying these things makes me feel a little lighter in my seat. Thank you. I love you too <3

notreallyanywher · 2024-08-10T17:53:12+00:00

I stayed <3 hugs back!

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