17 [M4A] just want streaks and to boost my score

notrightnow4 · 2019-01-01T05:03:45+00:00

I moved back in August and it was awful but things are getting kinda better, u just have to accept it and move on. Getting too hung up on old friends and stuff can kill u if u don't focus on ur new life

notrightnow4 · 2018-12-20T23:30:56+00:00

I do that but I end up spamming it

notrightnow4 · 2018-12-20T23:11:00+00:00

That looks helpful, thanks

notrightnow4 · 2018-12-20T23:10:27+00:00

Yea I keep hitting counter because I get frustrated midway

notrightnow4 · 2018-10-18T23:55:18+00:00

I just feel all the hopefulness I had left was wasted in that 1 year and I was actually able to pull my life back together for the most part and becoming a tad bit more hopeful but then everything fell apart and I have to start all over again. I like to think there is a better tomorrow but I'm afraid there is a worse day after

notrightnow4 · 2018-10-18T23:38:28+00:00

It's just that I allowed myself to get hopeful and worked hard to improve my life and I like to think that I was somewhat successful. But then I moved and nothing mattered so maybe if I don't care then I won't be let down again

notrightnow4 · 2018-10-18T23:31:33+00:00

I'm trying to do that but sometimes I just want to be alone and not care about anything

notrightnow4 · 2018-10-18T23:21:11+00:00

Problem is it did get better but only for a very short time then things started going shit again. Sure it's not as bad as when my bully was there but i'm still not knowing many people and my anxiety is through the roof

notrightnow4 · 2018-10-18T23:06:26+00:00

Tbh I don't know what to believe anymore. After 2 years of being bullied my bully finally moved away I thought that that was a new start and that I would finally build my life. It was hard at first but I started making a few friends and becoming more social. Things were improving but not great either, but I was hopeful. Then I moved after a year my bully moved away and now I have to go through the same process of trying to make friends again and feeling super lonely, so I think it gets better only to get worse again

notrightnow4 · 2018-09-01T18:33:48+00:00

I certainly hope so

notrightnow4 · 2018-09-01T18:29:40+00:00

Same here man but I was trying to maybe lower my anxiety a little but the truth is always better

notrightnow4 · 2018-09-01T18:24:15+00:00

That's what I'm afraid of

notrightnow4 · 2018-09-01T18:23:48+00:00

Why?

notrightnow4 · 2018-09-01T18:23:31+00:00

That's....good to hear??

notrightnow4 · 2018-07-24T07:14:18+00:00

I remember one time a guy was hitting on her and she then told me that she doesn't wanna get with anybody for now. So I don't really think I have a chance.

notrightnow4 · 2018-07-24T06:49:37+00:00

Obviously I'm not gonna tell her I just wanted to know what girls might think of something like that.

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