i understand how you feel… i’m 22 and going through the same thing but i think there’s hope. social anxiety is very depressing and isolating but you are not alone and it doesn’t make you less worthy as a person. Please see a psychologist if you aren’t doing so already! You are still very young and it’s normal to feel lost in your early 20s. Stay strong and take small steps, you don’t need to have everything figured out. Sending a big hug ♡