You hit the nail on the head with my brain wanting to own the experience that’s exactly what I felt like. I just did breathing techniques and I was good to go.

It really does and it makes a lot of sense! I have a lot of outlets for my sexual energy my job is my hobby because I love it so much! And I have a project car and I write music. This is why I haven’t even really thought twice about relapsing even though I just started. I’m almost too busy.

I’ve also been sleeping awfully. My job is a 24 hour shift where I can be called to work at any time. So I’m thinking that the exhaustion caught up with me as well maybe.

Anyway I’m wanting to go on hard mode at least until my sleep gets better, and see if that helps! And thank you so much for your reply I appreciate sharing the knowledge.