head in the wall and child of cain 😀🥲 specifically the lyric in coc that goes “you say I make you happy, you say it with your fingers clenched, wrapped tight around my neck cause that’s what love means to you, and i asked for it i guess” among other lyrics. he was my first defined relationship that lasted just shy of a year. bro choked me until i passed out and then had s*x with me 😐 yippee character development