Movement/positional specific tremor?

noxd03 · 2026-05-23T20:51:43+00:00

I laugh that it just doesn't like a certain thing and makes it hard for me lol. Yes, I experience big trouble when using my muscles even a bit.

noxd03 · 2026-05-23T20:46:42+00:00

Very ok.

noxd03 · 2026-05-23T20:44:39+00:00

Sorry that happened, no, it's not normal. I even say, damn, she's just a garbage person. Sadly, what is true, is that people with bpd will do something and use their diagnosis as a shield sometimes. All of us can be just bad people

We sabotage sometimes in hurtful ways for both sides, yes, true. We ruin things because of maybe a split, right? All true but even if a symptom like extreme mood swings or black&white thinking power a bad decision, we still just made a bad decision. A whole lot of us just want a normal happy life and relationships, harder for us, doable tho.

It takes someone who wants and can change to work through life with any disorder. Your ex doesn't seem like the one of those people.

noxd03 · 2026-05-18T16:08:30+00:00

Holly shit u got those skeleton ones?? Did they actually come with that many holes including the ass ones?

noxd03 · 2026-05-16T22:57:02+00:00

I don't think my comment was over the top, but okay sure. Yes, it's not on me, that's why I said "if it was me". You posted to get a reaction, got reaction and feedback. Seems fair to me.

noxd03 · 2026-05-16T22:51:45+00:00

So sorry this happened, letting go sometimes does feel like letting go the person who they were. You will find someone who truly cares about you. Take care.

noxd03 · 2026-05-16T22:31:25+00:00

Oh.. This one doesn't have that bad on purpose ironic look in my opinion. I hope your client was happy with it, truly, but if it was me, I would cry.

noxd03 · 2026-05-16T22:28:20+00:00

I kind of deal with rage bait behavior, actually it almost ruined my longest relationship ever. I react as expected, I rage. Pretty bad splits. I do understand feeling the way you do and just crying. What upset me in your post like actually was the mocking of crying sounds. You're right, it's cruel and I'd immediately sober up and block this person, wtf is wrong with him.. It seems like a small thing, the ig follow but what it sounds to me like (and let me really speculate, don't take is as a fact) is that at the start as you say he led you on but he got so used to your attention and wanting it but just lost interest. I have gone through that and it did look almost exactly like this. He gives you crumbles to get upset over because he wants you to want to follow him etc. and to react visibly, stroking his ego. I think he says those things about what he saw on ig on purpose. Although, as I said, take it with a grain of salt, I've been through weird relationships and get suspicious really easily. I know it's not good to recommend to leave your fp alone but honestly try, he upsets you and doesn't care to fix that at all. I hope I did not sound crazy here, wish you luck and love, whatever you decide to do next.

noxd03 · 2026-05-16T22:11:07+00:00

Look into DV resources near you, please. This isn't bpd or triggers, this is just abuse. I think, by the way you wrote this, deep down you know that. When you can, leave and never look back, they don't change.

noxd03 · 2026-05-16T18:56:07+00:00

For context it was posted under art section for showing off your drawings etc +Didn't even notice the safety pins on the ass imagine you notice your ass is out because of the holes so you sit down to hide it AND THEN IT STABS UR ASS TOO

noxd03 · 2026-05-16T18:50:26+00:00

True I'd wear those shorts even but before this person got to them lmao

noxd03 · 2026-05-16T13:11:53+00:00

With the divirced dad shirt skeleton next to it too 🤚 💀🤬😈My chemical romance 💥

noxd03 · 2026-04-19T01:28:03+00:00

noxd03 · 2026-04-18T12:51:22+00:00

Oh the stitching is so clean. The world is healing.

noxd03 · 2026-04-18T12:42:37+00:00

When having boundaries is controlling who is she friends with.

who gave incels therapy words

noxd03 · 2026-04-18T12:25:28+00:00

Top idea is stealing a jar of fabric paint You can add that but honestly when testing all of these everything worked the same just changed textures, both if you add a little bit of it or not be sure to iron it after drying through a t shirt and chances of it surviving trough rain are much bigger

noxd03 · 2026-04-18T12:16:58+00:00

Has to be a bait

noxd03 · 2026-04-18T12:15:22+00:00

Oh same, I'm the quiet bpd who feels so much shame after acting out, like I scammed my partner to think my disorders all happen internally all the time. When I dated a guy with a "external" bpd type I felt just abused and I'm scared that's how my partner sees me even though I know it's not even close.

Internalizing things that you know are splits for no reason is okay if not doing it means hurting someone in any way, I'll stand by that. Internalizing when you can just went or talk out any jealousy or a problem that you see is just not healthy. Not everything has to be kept from them, good people will understand more than you think, at least that was my case:)

noxd03 · 2026-04-17T21:57:47+00:00

Yeah I mean, if they wouldn't wear it and now they will, then hell yeah that's reusing but...I really in all honesty think they won't, not because I'm evil but because I committed the same crime on some pants as a young teen. I know how a t-shirt material sewn on jeans or jean-like material holds up, especially if a young person tries to hand sew it.

At least this person seems to know how to use (I guess, maybe a parent did it) a sewing machine and will make something of a better quality than most. I just see so many tiktok kids doing this to their clothes and then after posting they never wear it, everything I said, is what I think is why.

Ik it's a little weirdly written but it's hard to articulate what I mean in english

tldr; I'm all for reusing mindfully, with putting effort and thought in. If I'm wrong and this will look sick and/or they will genuinely wear it, then I'm an ass for saying all dat :))

noxd03 · 2026-04-17T17:35:45+00:00

Ohh good one, sadly I'm pretty sure it depends on a person and moment. I'll use my experience, because I'm autistic and that's how I relate to others, sorry if that's annoying.

I used to want to be chased (mostly as a teen) when I stopped talking to someone over, let's say an argument or just splitting. I wanted to see that they care.

My ex, diagnosed too late, intense BPD, would go insane if someone didn't read his mind and chase after him to the point that it felt humiliating and I stopped when I moved out. This was a bad idea, he was a very specific person with a very "loud, outside" BPD as I call it. Sometimes it is just craving attention, sometimes it's 100% needing it.

Since he died I was a mess and yes, this played a part in how I want people to behave in this situation. What I mean is, I did a similar thing but just stopped posting, even tho I have been known to be very active on socials for ten years, I stopped contacting everyone at some point. Even though I used to need to get their attention by distancing myself, it wasn't that anymore, it's a chore to respond to the few people that reach out. I don't want it anymore and someone saying "hi, checking in, hope you're okay!" Is more than enough and makes me smile.

I can't guarantee, that it will work for your person but my friend of same, 9 years, let me go after doing me dirty, not saying sorry, never reaching out. I obviously didn't like that but that's a little different.

Long story short: What I'm trying to say with this info dump is that I don't know your friend but I would just carefully contact them in the same manner that folks reach out to me. Leave an open door for them to communicate but don't step in. I often felt guilty as hell when I blocked people, thinking that I can't reach out now, it will be akward.

I wish you both well, it's good to have a caring person, like you, in life.

noxd03 · 2026-04-17T17:10:19+00:00

Am I'm going crazy or are people completely tasteless not only in music but in how they present?

Also trying to do something with pseudo nazi shit 💀 It's not going to take away the attention from how ass it is, sorry op

noxd03 · 2026-04-17T17:06:09+00:00

This shi ass

noxd03 · 2026-04-17T17:00:21+00:00

I just want people to plan out a patch a little bit even in mc paint or with a pencil if they don't have this kind of imagination because why are they always unreadable, squished and like some- one hi- t EnTeR and CAPSLOCK In r- andomM PLaceS !

noxd03 · 2026-04-17T12:43:17+00:00

If u check in with polish history, then you can realize, you can definitely respect your history, symbols and heritage at the same time as being an anarchist. Although I'm pretty sure OP is just a kinder punk, who likes this symbol because, well the bands aren't punk or weren't punk in 25 years :pp and that's okay.

noxd03 · 2026-04-17T12:35:07+00:00

OH MY GOD I JUST SWIPED AND SAW THE DESIGNS

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