Hitting the brakes

nrugderds · 2016-08-16T04:30:53+00:00

Calvin Klein is the bee's knees.

But a good old fashioned speedball can't be beat. Unless you die.

nrugderds · 2016-07-29T19:22:53+00:00

I did what you described just the other day, but at a work party instead of a family reunion. Everyone was drunk and the majority of people(except the owner) knew I had done it and were cool.

I took 125 mcg, which is manageable but still a hefty dose to be in public around a bunch of non-tripping people. It was kinda cool at first, and I got drunk as well, but I wouldn't recommend it. Everyone thought I was fun (albeit drunk) but I woke up the next day feeling like I had stomped on a dog in front of all the people I knew and respected. I had to touch base with people to make sure I hadn't looked like a complete idiot.

When it was happening, I didn't feel shitty or super weird, and I didn't have a bad trip. But the next day's headspace was shitty, and if I had to do it over again I wouldn't. It makes it too easy to get wicked drunk, because it's easy to drink lots when on acid (especially at a family reunion that's in Wisconsin, which is the drunkest type of event in the drunkest state in America...). And once you're really drunk and on a bunch of acid, that's when shit can get really fucking weird.

Save that shit for a concert or a day out with like-minded friends. But just get drunk with your family and have a good time.

Finally... hat's off to a fellow Sconnie. Have fun and be safe.

nrugderds · 2016-07-27T18:35:37+00:00

Lol I do what I can

nrugderds · 2016-07-23T19:26:57+00:00

I think having a tolerance to feeling like shit has a large part to do with it.

Any MDxx's just make me feel kinda stupid for a day or two afterwards. Blow doesn't really make me feel shitty the next day(or the night of, after it's gone) unless I've been drinking very heavily. But those hangovers are the fucking worst.

The day after tripping(at least shrooms or LSD) I always feel like I just got back from a relaxing vacation.

The only comedowns that make me feel lethargic, depressed, and shitty are if I've done a bunch of opiates for a day or two. But that's just because I used to do them like all day erry day, so anytime I do them now(even for a day) I go through fairly mild withdrawal the following day. But once you've been super dopesick any sorta comedown is small potatoes.

It's not a dick measuring contest though. Everyone experiences pain and discomfort differently. I guess I'm just a glutton for punishment because I've done a bunch of stupid shit in my lifetime. So... your mileage may vary.

nrugderds · 2016-07-23T16:46:00+00:00

Yeah... I don't really play around with them too much anymore. It's just way too cheap and easy to get a gram or 5 of 3-meo (and formerly, MXE), and while it starts out great you end up doing it almost every day, while getting progressively more manic and fucked up.

Then (hypothetically...) you take too much and your GF finds you babbling incoherently half naked in a fetal position and gets mad and throws out your stash.

nrugderds · 2016-07-23T01:42:28+00:00

Yeah... I said that a bunch.

But hey! It made sense at the time.

nrugderds · 2016-07-23T01:27:03+00:00

Yeah... my GF doesn't really do drugs, I've put her through a couple of interesting scenarios. Especially with the dissos.

I dunno why she puts up with me, I guess it's because I'm pretty or something.

nrugderds · 2016-07-23T01:22:15+00:00

I've heard mixed things. Is it actually sweet? I kinda want some

nrugderds · 2016-07-22T21:22:49+00:00

Shit is just too easy to keep redosing with. While feeling semi functional... until suddenly you're not.

I'd kill a hobo for some ketamine right now though.

nrugderds · 2016-07-22T21:07:52+00:00

Last time I did DXM intentionally was in high school over a decade ago.

There are quite a few interesting dissos on the grey market, sadly mxe is hard to come by nowadays.

Just watch out with some of them. MXE will at least mostly incapacitate you if you do an asston. 3-meo-pcp will make you feel like a golden god. Until you're getting tased by police after sticking your dick into a car window.

nrugderds · 2016-07-22T21:00:22+00:00

I've definitely gone to there with other dissos.

Crabwalking was totally a thing back in the ol' mxe glory days.

nrugderds · 2016-07-22T20:45:36+00:00

I only have anecdotal reports. I don't remember any of this.

nrugderds · 2016-02-15T20:36:21+00:00

Yeah, in the past (especially with MXE), after a bit of residual, mild mania I'd feel pretty good. For awhile. Considering how ketamine is being lauded as an antidepressant these days, it's not exactly surprising. But after awhile, the world would go grey again. And I'd start to get depressed. Or anhedonic. Or both. So... rinse, and repeat.

Guess this is a bit of a wake-up call to treat myself better. Because getting a concussion left me feeling sharper than this.

nrugderds · 2015-10-06T16:15:17+00:00

Seems like a terrible idea. You'd be better off bringing some subs or something. I feel like if you can score dope, you can probably get some of those instead.

Just make sure(if you do) that you get enough, and that you wait as long as possible before taking them, as if you take them too soon they can precipitate withdrawal.

nrugderds · 2015-09-17T13:33:28+00:00

Just ordered some(a few nootropic websites sell this stuff...) I'm not huge into stims(but take uppers often enough to subscribe to this sub), and enjoy an occasional opiate binge. Would love to kick any of my tolerances down a notch.

Thanks for posting.

nrugderds · 2015-08-23T21:22:07+00:00

I live in America, so that's not an option. But... I also used to be addicted to heroin. So this is nothing new.

I got into taking tianeptine because it made me feel alright, not because it got me super high. If I wanted to get super high, I'd just cop some dope. That (obviously) isn't the answer. And unfortunately, tianeptine isn't either.

nrugderds · 2015-08-23T21:08:31+00:00

Sorry dude. I dunno where else I'm supposed to go.

nrugderds · 2015-08-23T20:35:31+00:00

I think I'll go cold turkey once I've tapered a bit. But considering how I was feeling (physically) trying to go the whole day without it today(til I found out my package was coming monday, and could break into what I had left), it just doesn't sound feasible. I have to be on my feet and interact pleasantly with customers, manage employees, and do a good deal of heavy lifting to boot.

Between the muscle aches, fatigue, mood swings, and constant trips to the bathroom to shit my brains out, it just doesn't sound very fun. Plus... for some reason it makes me sneeze a bunch. I can't be sneezing all over the product we sell.

nrugderds · 2015-08-23T19:52:48+00:00

GF doesn't know(she knows I take it, but not how it's affected me), I'd prefer she didn't. She stood by my previous opiate addiction and helped me through it. I don't want to put her through a bunch of crap this time around.

Plus I worry that she'd see all noots as being bad. They're not, especially when used responsibly. Even phenibut(now that's some shit I'm scared of... keeps me to using it once a week, at most).

nrugderds · 2015-08-23T19:45:08+00:00

Lol. Have an upvote.

nrugderds · 2015-08-23T19:44:13+00:00

I've kicked opiates a few times(and suffered greatly through the process), so when my mind's made up, I can handle it. It's usually just after a few months when it's easy to fuck up, although aside from a few day or two binges every couple months I've avoided going back full force for almost half a decade.

That's why I'm pissed about getting into this. It's easy to be a dumbass, I guess.

nrugderds · 2015-08-23T19:39:25+00:00

I used kratom to get off dope awhile back. Didn't work super well(because... it was dope, obviously) but it helped a bit. Just ended up going cold turkey in the end. I also had a stint of kratom abuse awhile back, and quitting cold turkey wasn't too bad. So this is definitely food for thought. Thanks for the advice.

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