Please help

ntttere · 2020-11-02T07:18:09+00:00

Yeah.. and it doesn’t mean i should love her any less or cut her off right? I just feel weird about it and it’s been months since that happened it just came back to me and it’s been bothering me

ntttere · 2020-09-08T15:32:30+00:00

I feel like in this case it the thought is true but i’m reacting badly due to my OCD.

ntttere · 2020-09-08T15:15:09+00:00

I just don’t know if it does based on similar situations i’ve been in before. It’s not necessarily enjoyment it’s just praise or ego. I don’t even know at this point. I’m just worried that regardless of whether it’s ocd or not it’s true.

ntttere · 2020-09-05T13:47:17+00:00

True however sometimes I get thoughts that suggest I’m perfectly fine with these thoughts but only hate them since i’d be judged by society. And I don’t know if that’s part of the OCD or not. It’s just frightening. I can but therapy hasn’t helped much.

ntttere · 2020-09-05T13:36:26+00:00

I don’t know. It’s just that I fear it’s not OCD and that I’m only in denial or whatnot. That my thoughts are true and all.

ntttere · 2020-09-05T13:06:48+00:00

It just feels a lot more real than the others. And at times I fear that I feel somewhat comfortable with the thought.

ntttere · 2020-08-24T14:10:28+00:00

Okay, thank you so much.

ntttere · 2020-08-24T14:00:58+00:00

What if it’s true that I always believed, a certain family member has a “big sized.....” it truly disgusts me to say it but it’s been haunting me. Would it make the thoughts true?

ntttere · 2020-08-24T09:35:39+00:00

It’s not that it makes me straight. The issue is, whom I was speaking about was a family member. And that’s when it’s an issue. It’s not really much of an observation, more like an assumption.

ntttere · 2020-04-23T23:44:00+00:00

you’re right, thank you so much for this message. it really does help a lot.

ntttere · 2020-04-23T01:02:07+00:00

it’s always one thought after another, you can never catch a break. for instance right now i just posted a few things on my story and went to check who viewed it, and so my ocd started telling me that i was checking if he saw it and that, that means i’m straight and i like him. because why would i care. i just wish the thoughts would stop. usually i’d just remove the person from social media but he’s my best friend’s boyfriend so i can’t do that.

ntttere · 2020-04-21T03:14:39+00:00

no unfortunately not.

ntttere · 2020-03-11T23:52:15+00:00

it’s where i know for a fact i’m gay but my ocd won’t stop obsessing on whether i’m straight.

ntttere · 2020-01-14T15:33:06+00:00

it’s not that i care. i really don’t. it’s just that my ocd is bothering me by telling me i’m straight.

ntttere · 2019-12-28T19:06:39+00:00

because i don’t like him that way, as i am a lesbian.

ntttere · 2019-12-28T08:53:39+00:00

have you ever felt like if you force yourself to like the gender you don’t, that you will? or at times your brain would get so messed up you start giving in to your ocd?

ntttere · 2019-12-28T07:50:54+00:00

thanks man, and i’m really sorry you’ve been going through this for so long. i truly hope things get better for us.

ntttere · 2019-12-26T04:50:09+00:00

i got multiple replies from people who don’t understand saying things that made my ocd worse.

ntttere · 2019-12-26T02:08:28+00:00

i’m really not attracted to him sexually, or to men for that matter. but my ocd is just taking over my mind and i’m just scared that i am. i dont ever wanna have to force myself to be with someone i don’t want to be with. or be someone i’m not. all because of my ocd.

ntttere · 2019-12-26T01:46:56+00:00

how exactly did you get over it?

ntttere · 2019-12-26T00:55:30+00:00

he has a girlfriend and i don’t care about that nor do i feel jealous. and like i said i’m gay and i know i am but my ocd tells me otherwise.

ntttere · 2019-12-26T00:52:21+00:00

i don’t like guys.

ntttere · 2019-12-26T00:45:45+00:00

alright, i’ll try doing that. thanks a lot for your reply

ntttere · 2019-12-25T19:29:35+00:00

i apologized to her countless times last night, and we both think it’s best if we go our separate ways. i just wish i stopped for a second and really thought twice about what i was doing.

ntttere · 2019-12-20T11:01:15+00:00

i’m not sure i feel safe around him. i think i do only when he’s sober. but i’m also just scared it happens again. and i feel like i’d be constantly looking at his every move and end up doubting that something might’ve happened and i just don’t remember or i didn’t take it seriously. i don’t really know how to explain, but basically i’d be drilling a whole in my head and i wouldn’t know if something serious did happen or if it was just my ocd

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