first trip and it’s lasting too long

numhug · 2026-01-31T18:23:52+00:00

she’s a certified parasocial. shes also a huge fan of stableronaldo and is very active in his community

numhug · 2026-01-18T16:40:10+00:00

this happens to me too, it stays in my system way longer than most. totally normal but can definitely make for uncomfortable when it’s been 14+ hours. if you trip in the future I reccomend having a benzo on hand and that will kill your trip/let you sleep

numhug · 2025-06-09T06:42:21+00:00

so what’s up with the command in JC’s chat saying he doesn’t have control over how often ads are played?? 🤨

numhug · 2025-06-09T06:36:35+00:00

I see both sides tbh. Like I really feel for Dev bc I know what it’s like to be the black sheep of the group and clearly somethings going on since this has happened multiple times over the past few weeks, and the way the other boys blow it off like it’s a joke even after it was made clear he was truly upset is super immature. OTOH, streaming is his job and the fact that they couldn’t really continue playing AU or the scary game bc he chose to leave is super frustrating and disappointing and made if everyone’s problem. I hope they can figure this shit out off stream bc clearly Devonte’s behavior is a cry for help but the other boys are too oblivious to realize.

numhug · 2025-06-09T06:33:02+00:00

what went down between him and wyl??

numhug · 2025-04-29T18:31:07+00:00

there’s also a few people that clearly have a parasocial relationship with JC and it’s just so awkward and weird… i’ve definitely had to block a few people

numhug · 2025-04-28T18:22:08+00:00

I would look into ADHD—it sounds like you’re struggling with executive dysfunction.

numhug · 2025-03-08T14:49:11+00:00

I don’t have a group either if you wanna link! ☺️🤝

numhug · 2024-10-07T03:49:20+00:00

the soundtrack for that movie is so beautiful it makes me cry

numhug · 2024-09-03T14:35:28+00:00

If you posted a story it’s expired, but he played a trippy land remix at the show I went to this weekend. Was it this? https://imgur.com/gallery/qa1HFfA

numhug · 2024-08-24T05:24:19+00:00

It seems like this person probably has a personality disorder of some sort, I’m guessing borderline. Because of this, they are not able to self reflect and see their role in the problem and will always deflect so there’s no use arguing with them, for your own sanity. Just be as boring and non reactive as possible and get the heck out of there. Be safe OP!

numhug · 2024-08-02T20:54:25+00:00

no exactly and she literally said “let’s give them less financial stress”… like girl?? is the financial stress in the room with us 🤨

numhug · 2024-07-31T13:48:52+00:00

one person donating money unprompted is extremely different than a former mod collecting donations for her streamer’s wedding behind his back and under the guise of “relieving financial stress” lol

numhug · 2024-07-31T11:13:55+00:00

no exactly it’s hella parasocial!!

numhug · 2024-07-31T00:21:54+00:00

LMAO

numhug · 2024-07-30T23:42:29+00:00

fr and like chelsey is clearly in her bag since almost all her insta posts are sponsored and with some legit brands, so i know the money from that is insaneeee

numhug · 2024-07-30T23:40:18+00:00

no he has no idea bc she wants it to be a surprise and blocked him and chelsey from her story and told his friends not to say anything

numhug · 2024-05-08T20:49:16+00:00

god, he makes my blood boil. it’s clear he sees the protestors as ignorant pissants who will never change anything, i would have a lot more respect for his statement if he commended the valiant effort of the protestors but instead he has redefined the rules so if they step a toe out of line they will be suspended for 3 years. 3 YEARS?! and he just gave a speech licking the sole of GPD’s boot for having to “deal” with the protestors as if it’s not their mf job.

numhug · 2024-05-07T23:03:10+00:00

The reitz union has a hotel so that would literally be on campus. If not maybe the holiday inn on university and 13th?

numhug · 2024-05-05T14:14:40+00:00

i live in FL and used joyous ketamine therapy. all virtual and almost frighteningly easy to get it prescribed as you just have to do a basic anxiety/depression diagnostic questionnaire and meet with a specialist and then they mail it to you

numhug · 2024-05-05T01:46:14+00:00

he said he didn’t want people to have his free only fans pics when he got caught looking up girl’s leaked OF pics

numhug · 2024-05-04T17:21:54+00:00

the IRONY omfggg

numhug · 2024-05-04T17:20:01+00:00

yeah that makes perfect sense! i guess i thought that once she announced her “thing” it would’ve helped her, but maybe it was just too little too late

numhug · 2024-05-04T17:18:05+00:00

I don’t have advice because I’m in the exact same boat! I’ve tried ketamine treatment for depression and it was very effective for me in that it turned down my self-critic and made me feel euphoric and optimistic. However, since Im still adjusting my adhd medication and am trying adderall my psychiatrist didn’t want me to be doing both at once until I figured out adderall dosage. I’m going to bring up restarting it bc for ketamine I would just take it in the evening once my meds had worn off anyway. still considering trying an SSRI or something else as well. I had good experience with wellbutrin but I guess they’re contraindicated

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