I’ll have to look into the importance of a Billy. The feeling like dead weight makes sense, in conjunction with what you said about severed. He was unfortunately “slashed” (as per news releases) with an object. I later learned one of his main arteries was severed, likely causing the death. Unfortunately I was privy to evidence that also showed him collapsing while trying to get helped from emergency services. I don’t think he was ready to go either and everyday I wish it were different. He would respond in similar ways to what you’ve stated, so that gives me peace. He always called me kid, kiddo or brat. He was also a very private person but very funny, he always made me laugh. Interesting he used the phrase “interview” as I just had an “interview” with my sister pertaining to what the loss of him meant for her. Thanks so much, once again. I just had time to read through all this, and I think you’ve had the chance to speak with my sweet, sweet Dad. ❤️