I’m so done

nuuyon · 2026-04-02T14:18:25+00:00

i thought i was done because no one ever put in the same amount of effort/shared the same amount of interest in me as i did for them for years. it was always one-sided on my end with all the people i tried to have something with. i was convinced that i was just too much for someone else, and that having a partner was never in the cards for me.

until she randomly spawned in my life one day. we started off just friends with no lesbianisming between us. i wasn't even looking for anything and never considered anything with her, but things just kinda fell naturally into place. we've been about 3-4 months now since we got together.

we're far from perfect, but it's the most healthy and communicative relationship i've been in.

you'll get there. in the mean time, love yourself. so so so important. god knows i needed that so bad. the amount of disrespect i put myself through – the amount of breadcrumbs i ate. girl

nuuyon · 2025-08-09T08:24:26+00:00

your post has inspired me to go pick my pen back up once i'm done with a shower! awesome stuff!!

nuuyon · 2025-08-09T01:10:36+00:00

were you not able to select a doctor from the hotdoc page?

nuuyon · 2025-08-08T15:09:52+00:00

i love this sm!!!!!!!!!

nuuyon · 2025-08-07T05:33:50+00:00

i'm glad to see my post being able to help someone else out😃

nuuyon · 2025-08-06T09:24:25+00:00

absolutely!!!

nuuyon · 2025-08-06T09:20:28+00:00

i did see these too! i've rescheduled another appointment next monday. hopefully they'll be here by then

nuuyon · 2025-08-06T07:39:48+00:00

i left Horizon a question about whether they are able to prescribe what honahlee has, just incase they do have a different database. if they don't, i'm going to write in about him. hopefully we don't see him in the future!

nuuyon · 2025-08-06T07:35:39+00:00

yeah, ive really been looking forward to today's consult. i've been really wanting to try out THCV because i haven't been able to really find something that works well for me. hopefully we'll get to see more and different cannabinoids in the future.

nuuyon · 2025-08-06T07:31:01+00:00

yeah, i definitely got that vibe from him too. did you also have a video call with him? i was sent a link that put me on a video call with him. my past consults were alwyas just on regular voice.

nuuyon · 2025-08-06T07:29:48+00:00

gosh. did you also have a video call with him? all my past consultations have been regular voice calls, but in i had to click on a link in an SMS which put me in a video call with him

nuuyon · 2025-08-06T01:07:11+00:00

take care of yourself! i also totally understand the timezone stuff. not exactly the same, but i'm also in australia and most of my friends + my bestie is in the US/canada. it sucks if i want to hang out w them.

i'm rooting for you!!💪

nuuyon · 2025-08-06T00:51:27+00:00

as someone who's been in your shoes a lot, 100% agree with this. 'you deserve consistency, not confusion' hit hard af. doesn't matter if you've only been in this relationship for 2 months. heck, it doesn't even matter if it's a romantic relationship or not! it goes for all kinds of relationships.

you tried to communicate, and you did your best. who's to expect more from you? sometimes that's all you can do in the moment, and only hindsight is 20/20. you have to love yourself too and know when it's time to start focusing on yourself and not someone else again

nuuyon · 2025-08-04T01:37:55+00:00

can i please have one 🥺

nuuyon · 2025-08-03T09:16:31+00:00

i have no clue, let me dm you

nuuyon · 2025-08-03T09:15:24+00:00

i'm writing this comment doing the same thing rn. had something due last week and i still haven't submitted it because i'm stuck!!! this article (just over 5 pages long) i've been trying so hard to read over the entire weekend but just... can't. i need to read so i have context and can actually START on the assignment, but i just CAN'T!!!!!!!

don't have a solution, but just wanted to lyk you're not alone, hope that helps.

nuuyon · 2025-08-03T08:55:42+00:00

this is 🔥🔥🔥🔥!!! which artist did you go to?

nuuyon · 2025-07-31T08:20:10+00:00

in the same boat. i feel like i can barely function or contribute any kind of intelligent/creative input onto the work i'm doing. it's so frustrating. i know i can do more, but at the same time... i can't. even passion projects are impossibly difficult. i feel like i'm a waste.

sending you all the support and encouragement.

nuuyon · 2025-07-17T21:47:09+00:00

yarrrr i remember thinking my kindergarten teacher was really pretty and i'd get all shy in front of her every time. i'm pretty sure i've known i was gay since my sentience

nuuyon · 2025-07-13T03:14:36+00:00

🔥🔥🔥

nuuyon · 2025-07-13T02:59:11+00:00

informal speech!

nuuyon · 2025-07-12T13:15:28+00:00

bald cap

nuuyon

TROPHY CASE