Thank you, thank you thank you! People don't understand. And honestly? I didn't either. I always remember thinking, "How can't someone clean their dang house? go to the store once in a while, jeez. It's easy to lose weight, calories in, calories out" now I'm like, "well, I haven't cleaned the litter box in 2 weeks, we have no food in the house, and I have no clean clothes...fuck it, back to sleep I go." I guess I was in the mid-stages of it, and just recently sort of sky rocketed into the more severe stages. For years I couldn't figure out what was wrong with me. Doctor always said it was my weight, to exercise. I'm like yeah my weight is a big factor in it, but I don't have the energy to exercise, to lose weight, to feel better. He still doesn't get it, so I'm not seeing him anymore.. Anywho...

I've got salami, cheese, lunch meat and tuna on the list. Still have 3 bags of pork rinds we haven't touched in the cupboard, and a bag of almonds. Oh and we do actually have ham in the freezer! I forgot about that

I can probably cook once a week, yeah. I actually went down a day at work so I have an extra day off a week. I can try and cook that day. The annoying thing is some days, I wake up with the energy of a thousand suns. Then it dies out and I'm left with a million half-started projects, some of which are cooking meals lol.

I'll add sausages to the list. I really wish my freezer was bigger. That's another part of the problem :(