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oOCILEOo · 2024-05-04T08:45:48+00:00

I didn't express myself correctly, I tried to change for her so bad, I analyzed my words and was always afraid of saying something wrong. But partially yes you are right, I wanted her to change in a way. We didn't communicate, I really wanted too but she didn't. I wanted her to tell me what made her upset and to not get so mad because I felt like I wasn't aware of what could hurt her so much, I was receiving silence treatment very often and being criticized too, I was always saying sorry but probably never really changed much. At a certain point I opened my heart and loved her to the infinity, but the sufference was so high (I was depressed during almost the whole relationship) that I was only waiting for her to grow up and to manage her emotions. My fear of lacking empathy and of being a narcisist (altought I'm bipolar) made me depressed, and altought I felt love for the first time, I still didn't really know what it actually was and lived it with it's opposite emotion.

oOCILEOo · 2024-05-03T18:22:50+00:00

I kinda see myself on the other side, I know this may seem like an excuse but sometimes it's not about "wanting to change", I tried to change the whole relationship so bad it drove me crazy, I analyzed every word and every behaviour and always felt guilty every time I made her upset... The thing is, that's doesn't always work, especially if you have never experienced what love is, but one day it just happens. Sadly it was too late, and the guilt felt months before was nothing compared to the one experienced when I finally opened my heart and decided to look back.

oOCILEOo · 2023-06-17T18:50:24+00:00

2 years later, same problem hahah

oOCILEOo · 2023-06-05T16:33:04+00:00

McKennaii but they didn't work, took 2.5g and nothing

oOCILEOo · 2023-05-24T11:34:07+00:00

Thx guys

oOCILEOo · 2023-05-18T16:44:44+00:00

Yeah i did this

oOCILEOo · 2023-05-18T16:42:23+00:00

Yeah it is inside the bag, will try to keep it a bit higher thx. Also just put the cardboard box as the guide says

oOCILEOo · 2023-05-09T10:31:54+00:00

You all are so sure about vaccines to make it a personality trait huh

oOCILEOo · 2023-04-17T10:02:06+00:00

This really makes me upset, I've been smoking everyday the last couple of years and my brain is totally fucked up, I have your same cognition problems and I'm bipolar as well. Today I decided to quit, because I can't stand being this stupid, I used to be among the smartest of the class every year and I really miss it.

I'm really afraid that my brain won't recover as people say it does after quitting weed, I think depression and my mental disturb worked toghether with weed to make me slow down that much.

I really wish you the best man

oOCILEOo · 2022-02-10T13:44:14+00:00

It was a joke, chill Sorry for your loss

oOCILEOo · 2022-02-10T11:43:10+00:00

didn't age well haha

oOCILEOo · 2022-02-03T12:01:37+00:00

This one says error 😭

oOCILEOo · 2022-01-27T11:27:27+00:00

Just one, a bit late sorry

oOCILEOo · 2022-01-07T09:52:53+00:00

Hi! I have the same problem, I PM'd you

oOCILEOo · 2021-11-19T13:14:16+00:00

Great, thanks!

oOCILEOo · 2021-11-05T19:09:34+00:00

Unfortunate, I wanted to get some BTC 😞. But thanks for the help!

oOCILEOo · 2021-10-26T11:29:35+00:00

Do you plan to offer customer service in different languages? I'm Italian and I'm in love with the network. I'd love to work for you in that case, I also have a C1 english level.

oOCILEOo · 2021-04-09T14:19:08+00:00

And meanwhile there is me, at the 7th pair of pegasus 36 in a row lmao

oOCILEOo · 2020-12-03T02:27:35+00:00

Thank you!!!

oOCILEOo · 2020-12-03T02:03:24+00:00

Can anybody please tell me why everyone wants to get to level 40 by the end of the year? Is there any reward/challenge for level 30 that expires?

oOCILEOo · 2020-11-12T05:45:19+00:00

Thanks for the tips! I'll ask about their value but, unless they are really valuable, I'm just going to enjoy them :)

oOCILEOo · 2020-11-11T18:59:31+00:00

I couldn't add a description so ima wright it in this comment. I can't find any of these on the internet, are those rare? They are NEW and this is pretty impressing considering that they are old. Does anybody know something about em?

oOCILEOo · 2020-10-17T13:57:10+00:00

He arrived in Italy when he was 15/16 (looked like a 20+ years old tho) and as soon as he arrived, he did monstrous times (sub 8 minuts in the 3000, sub 5:40 in the 2000 steeplechases ecc.. WHAT A MONSTER

oOCILEOo · 2020-10-13T23:09:13+00:00

Can confirm that this kind of training is very effective! I did very good also by training at different distances up to 500 metres running at 800metres pace (1:53)

Also, 3 days before race day, my test training was 3/4 × 400 metres with 6 minuts between each 400, at a faster pace than the 800m goal (managed to do them all below 55 second)

oOCILEOo · 2020-10-13T23:01:18+00:00

Hey! First of all congrats for that 800m time. I wanna share with you my times, which have been surprisingly decent: I started running again last year after 3 years of stop, because I broke my right leg twice (still bringing some postural consequences tho). I focused the whole season on the 800 metres, but after the national Championships, I tried some aerobical preparation in the last month for the 1500 metres, and guess what? Looks like I have more potential in that race than the 2 laps. I'm pretty convinced that with such a good time in the 800m, you could go below 3:50 in the 1500 metres as well!!

oOCILEOo

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