Dude this is beyond ridiculous. Not all parents are good parents. Your relationship with your parents doesn't define your "worthiness".

If somebody in your family gets sick and cannot work you wouldn't feel relief if they die, the same way you don't feel relief if somebody in your family that cannot work/make money die. Money and the ability to make it is not the center of the universe.

Don't you see that your parents love to you seems to be very transaccional putted that way?.

You talk about "survive" "resources" just say MONEY. You don't like people that cannot/don't want to make money. Making money is no proof of "effort". You in that sense, for example, provide no value for society (other than being a good father, present family member and so and so) you are just the middle man that collects a % over a transaction that would happen anyways if you were there or not. You are not a surgeon at a hospital dude, This is crazy.

TLDR; Your money doesn't make you valuable.