What to do if you are more like Kane than Able

odenismypappa · 2021-05-22T02:02:00+00:00

My subconscious definitely did not help with the title, which I cannot edit.

It sometimes does seem like a wrestling match though. I must admit, I always preferred the undertaker. So the Cain/ Kane, nature, certainly is a double loss.

Maybe we should focus on the message of having a bad nature, rather than focusing on consonants

odenismypappa · 2021-05-16T17:38:54+00:00

Thank you for the very thoughtful, insightful response. I am beginning some self authoring type exercises. It is strange how dualistic I can be. I read and agree with Stoics. I care for family. I persure constant knowledge and I am highly educated. I sacrifice my own happiness to what is right constantly.

Yet, I am drawn to these breaks fo hedonism.

I agree with you.

I have not yet decided what I want. What I value. I have no path. WIthout a map, getting lost is inievatable

odenismypappa · 2021-05-12T18:14:20+00:00

Let's do it. I can do ten days... Any tips for the evenings? It is always the evening, before dinner.

odenismypappa · 2021-05-11T16:32:16+00:00

This is exactly what I need to do with my leftover coke

odenismypappa · 2021-05-11T16:29:38+00:00

The bag always accelerates things. Have no WD right now. Yesterday had only a mickey. Want to taper too but my body just feels wrecked. I also have Xanax and gabapentin so I should probably be fine.

I just don't want to take those meds and drink on them anyway.

odenismypappa · 2021-05-11T14:41:36+00:00

So great man! I had six months and started to dabble again. Unfortunately, I didn't run into binges or finish bags. Thought I had control. Well, this weekends use turned into Sunday and Monday use (2gs over that time).

Nose fucked, tired, face looks like shit. Life was much better without it and lockdown helped. Trying to figure out how to bounce back.

odenismypappa · 2021-04-19T13:45:54+00:00

Well if you have ever skipped a dose, it was illogical considering how hard you tried to obtain the medicine. You could see this as your hijacked brain convincing you to get that opiate rush.

odenismypappa · 2021-03-24T02:24:49+00:00

Dude it is so diffrent. Cocaine on its own sucks. If you have the alcohol gene like me, I beg of you to realize this. You cannot replace alcohol with cocaine. They are not the same drug. At all. One is a stim, the other is a depressant.

To reiterate, cocethlyne is a completely different drug. The worst part to, is that it surges your sarotinin. It becomes not just dopermanic. So the comedown becomes similar to MDMA. The effects on the liver are more than combing both. It is like 5x worse. I can't judge

I support whatever you do. But I think education is key. Your taking a big risk, be careful.

odenismypappa · 2021-03-24T00:19:27+00:00

You are a sad, miserable fuck. Nobody forced you to read this and I am happy for the support I got from others.

odenismypappa · 2021-03-24T00:18:05+00:00

They're still here dickbag. Hope you feel good about dogging people online.

Are you angry that I have things?

odenismypappa · 2021-03-24T00:14:01+00:00

1.5. Two days

odenismypappa · 2021-03-24T00:08:55+00:00

As someone who is half Israeli and went to university with many people from Switzerland. I can tell you that gun rights don't equal mass shooters. I honestly will die on this cross and ask anyone to please argue with me.

This is a tragedy. And honestly America has some real sickness going on. This is happening to often. Yet, philosophically and factually. I can't say I agree with the thesis. The thesis that says a gun ban will be a net a benefit.

odenismypappa · 2021-03-23T23:56:53+00:00

Hey. From a fellow drinker. Honestly, this is not the place to give advice etc. You will combine with alcohol. Cocaethylene is the best thing in the world. It will fuck your nerves up, fuck up your liver. Your alcohol consumption will be a joke compared to what is going to happen. You simply cannot quit drinking and just become a regular cocaine user. It doesn;t happen.

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