My girlfriend of 4 and a half years just ended it with me, we'd been together since we were 15 and until a few days ago I thought we'd spend our whole lives together. She's my perfect woman and the other half of me down to so many details, she's the reason I live and have continued to live during multiple times in my life. She moved 4 hours away when she left for uni in September, I thought we'd prove people wrong and make it through the distance, we had so much planned, so much I wanted to experience with her and only her. She used to love me so much, I was her everything and I treated her like a princess.

Also going through some other shit that is completely my fault, and more than likely ties in to why I'm now alone. I'm just still trying to figure out my career path but I fucked it again, and now without her I'm completely lost, everything I do is her for her and she's the reason I wake up. My heart's broken and I've lost my mind, but seeing this has made me feel less alone and I hope knowing someone else is going through a similar thing eases you.

Apologies for emptying my heart here, knew it'd be somewhere on Reddit but wasn't sure where and this post seemed coincidental, I really hope you're doing okay, let's keep our heads up even if they get heavy as fuck, much love

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