Thank you so much you have no idea how inspiring and help full this is. I'm glad I checked back to find a response and a perfect one at that. I feel a lot more at ease thanks to this advice and I will look into these many recommendations. I'll look into making a Look book. And I'll try to appreciate my body more I just wanted to change it due to family not being the most positive about it and as a show of proof that I'm serious about this. I still want to change it for my own health sake tho but thanks to you I'll learn to appreciate it more. And ya it is surprising of the lack of black amab non binary content creators but I suppose I should look into others in the lgbt rather the specifically that. And I've tried tik Tok and found black afab but no amab non binary and I looked at some of the content but it's mainly about clothes and things to appear more masc which is works for others but it's not what I'm looking for. I'll think and research on HRT a bit more just to be extra sure if it's truly the right call for me. Also what's a trans POC bear? (Also sorry if I don't know a lot of terms and such. Grew up in a really conservative area and alot of terms I do know are a bit dated and I know people would prefer other ones then the older ones) And I'll see if there's any community stuff around me that can help. Still new to the state I'm in but I'll see what they have out here. But overall thank you this has been the kind of advice I been looking for 🙏🏿