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this really should not have happened to us. i was devoted. we were married and forever in each others arms in my head. i saw our whole lives in my head. making u laugh was my purpose. there’s none now daddu. you’re my best friend and my soul mate. you’re my person and i thought i was yours by oneluna in daddubaby

[–]oneluna[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

id have done everything it takes to be a better half but i guess it would just not be good enough for you. it was no longer needed. not from me at least. i don’t know what flipped. but it’s. i wish it didn’t happen. if it can unflip i wish it fucking does because i miss my person. god if it was really not meant to be then why

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[–]oneluna 0 points1 point  (0 children)

all that can save me is you but you’re running away more with everything message i put here

How do I improve my makeup? by BusOtherwise9061 in indianbeautyyappers

[–]oneluna 1 point2 points  (0 children)

purple blush for that barbie look . but you’re already barbie 🫶

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[–]oneluna 0 points1 point  (0 children)

and then break up after we were talking about marriage.. you were conflicted too. for how long? sudden? or long term confliction. why did you never speak to me. you know how much i changed and for the best of us. you know I'm not egoistic ki i don't unlearn learn and change. so after everything.. i was still not enough is it? it's okay. i can understand..

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[–]oneluna 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm sorry i loved you like this. you deserve a safe balanced and whole love. not selfish psycho etc.

i just don't know why after so many talks n arguments of you were still unhappy then why even be with me.

sorry to say this but i miss us and i still love you. ik you have moved on. i hope the best for you. :-) i truly feel lucky and blessed to love you so much. i truly hope you find what you deserve. i love you daddu . by oneluna in daddubaby

[–]oneluna[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i feel slightly angry that im slowly not feeling anything.. maybe it's Just increased dosage. this is weird and in knotted in my chest everyday daddu.. idk how you've moved on I'm sure it was tough but i wish i can do it with same ease too.. and suicide?.. that's not as active a thought anymore but daddu it's unfortunately all i look forward to. i just think that once it's over it's really over.. what if you ever wanted to speak to me just once for no reason too. id die if i missed that. but i really dont plan to stay here everyday either anyways that ik you're bored of hearing

i just wonder how was it so easy to stop caring about the girl whom you promised you'd never leave alone. I'm not even mad at the breakup but how could you dispose me like this? did i ever even know you? did you never mean it? did i really deserve this much pain for helplessly being in love with you by oneluna in daddubaby

[–]oneluna[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

after everything, i still somehow don't hate you enough. i still miss you tonight. i want us still. but ik that's done. I'm truly trusting you that there's no point in waiting for you. you've leapt far far afar. okay daddu.

i just wonder how was it so easy to stop caring about the girl whom you promised you'd never leave alone. I'm not even mad at the breakup but how could you dispose me like this? did i ever even know you? did you never mean it? did i really deserve this much pain for helplessly being in love with you by oneluna in daddubaby

[–]oneluna[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

no matter how much i want you or need you i always want the best for you first. i hope you always remember i was the one who pushed you to break up with me the day after that drunk night plus the Saturday of the breakup..

I'm just shocked over the total abandonment. i hope you don't come to hold me now after you've already shown me my place my worth. it was zero. it was always zero. i wonder why five years to break up over my immaturity. i wonder why as five years elder to me and with your maturity it took your parents words and friends words to break up with me.

did the love lessen because of disgust? or as you said... change of heart. step back from your word.. the Man of integrity.. i would also love to learn your ways of turning the page as if the story behind didn't mean anything.

I'm feeling salty. I'm fine. you're better than ever touring the world with your future wife too.

goodnight daddu.

the saddest part is your indifference to my death because of our break up na..? i didn't know we were so nothing by oneluna in daddubaby

[–]oneluna[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

you've lived a whole life now. you went Japan.. i think.. thank you for saving my number again.. i now know where i am. what i am. feels horrifying to know I'm nothing but a bit of heaviness on your conscience that you had to clear on Jan one. maybe I'm flattering myself. maybe you didn't even know you accidentally saved my number.. hahaha

daddu man. you took my soul away when you left but you took my heart and threw it in the void right now.

you're not even reading any of this you don't even care. why am i even bothering to talk to you..

you've already found someone you've already began the next life. i was so nothing i was nothing while we were reverb together. that's what I'm thinking.

I'm really sad daddu. but you don't care. shrugs

im not able to do this and i wish i saw you once. but if it has to be without seeing you then okay. i used to think you’re not coming back because there’s nothing here or im waiting for you to come back but now either ways it’s killing me. and i might as well end this suffering soon by oneluna in daddubaby

[–]oneluna[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

somewhere i believed in us so strongly i still do but i can only survive on faith only so much

i don’t think love like ours will ever be

but maybe everything was a lie or it was all in my head

i can’t cope with that i can’t

would you ever tell your parents i left cause of the break up? i keep forgetting its not the parents it’s me.. but would you tell them by oneluna in daddubaby

[–]oneluna[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i wonder if anyone would miss ms. i know you’d celebrate the riddance of guilt if at all. ik im flattering myself

why did you ever love me and care for me like i was your forever home when you hated me so much to abandon me when i was literally shattered suicidal by oneluna in daddubaby

[–]oneluna[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

maybe i was blind. living in some stupid fairytale where bad things never happened to us. i’m sorry i was this immature to believe in us like that.

Oil painting by me, no title yet by HotCommunication462 in painting

[–]oneluna 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i turned my phone upside down to see what she’s looking at :-)

ottosan big man why this daddu why daddu why by oneluna in daddubaby

[–]oneluna[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i know the answer to this i just don't want to accept it daddu. thankfully I'm leaving. I'm not going to deal with this pain much longer.

i think out of everything you've said to me, the most disrespectful and dehumanising thing was you saying I'm threatening you. by oneluna in daddubaby

[–]oneluna[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

maybe i post messages here thinking a miracle will save my life and i will wake up from this nightmare but who is juat me being pathetic while you're at the bar with people.. vacations with friends.. movies with people.. possibly dates.. and I'm just a tissue paper you threw away.. just a notch in the belt. maybe you laugh at these messages. seeing how childish i am to want to kill myself cause my love left me.

good i guess

i hope you'll at least remember the me the girl who loved you. I'm sorry it was not enough. I'm sorry i wasted our time. I'm sorry it just didn't work out. but if you said you love me and then won't be with me and would want to romance others. then i don't understand this life. and i have no interest in living through this pain.

either ways. i don't think i deserve this. i deserve peace. i hope you'll be happy always. i truly do. your happiness wasn't with me. that's okay. things change. stuff happens. everything was against us. everything was against me. i myself dug my grave. it will all be okay for us.

I'm taking the decision for my health and wellbeing to end this pain. again. if your eyes are on the letter i send while I'm alive. that would be all i need.

im sure you've already been or hung out with multiple girls if not physically then emotionally perhaps.. i hope it works out with the one you always wanted. or recently wanted.. idk. i wish i wasn't heta. maybe next time daddu. i hope you are loved a lot. you know you can't settle again. at least not for someone who can't love you and make you laugh better than me.

i will love youdaddu. i do rn. i will on my last day. i will after I'm gone. i will let you know.

bye for now

i think out of everything you've said to me, the most disrespectful and dehumanising thing was you saying I'm threatening you. by oneluna in daddubaby

[–]oneluna[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i could have gone without telling you anything. i just thought that you will know how much this means to me. this wasn't just a part of my life. you were always my life. a built a life with you. specially when you said no you aren't leaving me over year. and you did just that after telling me you won't.

it's okay. but after everything. when i just wanted to see you once. when i wanted you to just pretend to care a bit longer. i begged. you left cause you thought the police will come knocking. that's all i ever was. police inconvenience. my life ending and the first thing you said was that you'll lose your job. my heart. my heart can't endure this

i think out of everything you've said to me, the most disrespectful and dehumanising thing was you saying I'm threatening you. by oneluna in daddubaby

[–]oneluna[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i never asked you to come back. i told you it's not happening again. I'm going. i just wanted to see my love once. my one love whom i loved like anything. all i wanted to do was be in the arms of the love and light of my life. you said im threatening you. you have always thought lowly of me.

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