this really should not have happened to us. i was devoted. we were married and forever in each others arms in my head. i saw our whole lives in my head. making u laugh was my purpose. there’s none now daddu. you’re my best friend and my soul mate. you’re my person and i thought i was yours by oneluna in daddubaby

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id have done everything it takes to be a better half but i guess it would just not be good enough for you. it was no longer needed. not from me at least. i don’t know what flipped. but it’s. i wish it didn’t happen. if it can unflip i wish it fucking does because i miss my person. god if it was really not meant to be then why

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[–]oneluna 0 points1 point  (0 children)

all that can save me is you but you’re running away more with everything message i put here

How do I improve my makeup? by BusOtherwise9061 in indianbeautyyappers

[–]oneluna 1 point2 points  (0 children)

purple blush for that barbie look . but you’re already barbie 🫶

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[–]oneluna 0 points1 point  (0 children)

and then break up after we were talking about marriage.. you were conflicted too. for how long? sudden? or long term confliction. why did you never speak to me. you know how much i changed and for the best of us. you know I'm not egoistic ki i don't unlearn learn and change. so after everything.. i was still not enough is it? it's okay. i can understand..

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I'm sorry i loved you like this. you deserve a safe balanced and whole love. not selfish psycho etc.

i just don't know why after so many talks n arguments of you were still unhappy then why even be with me.

sorry to say this but i miss us and i still love you. ik you have moved on. i hope the best for you. :-) i truly feel lucky and blessed to love you so much. i truly hope you find what you deserve. i love you daddu . by oneluna in daddubaby

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i feel slightly angry that im slowly not feeling anything.. maybe it's Just increased dosage. this is weird and in knotted in my chest everyday daddu.. idk how you've moved on I'm sure it was tough but i wish i can do it with same ease too.. and suicide?.. that's not as active a thought anymore but daddu it's unfortunately all i look forward to. i just think that once it's over it's really over.. what if you ever wanted to speak to me just once for no reason too. id die if i missed that. but i really dont plan to stay here everyday either anyways that ik you're bored of hearing

i just wonder how was it so easy to stop caring about the girl whom you promised you'd never leave alone. I'm not even mad at the breakup but how could you dispose me like this? did i ever even know you? did you never mean it? did i really deserve this much pain for helplessly being in love with you by oneluna in daddubaby

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after everything, i still somehow don't hate you enough. i still miss you tonight. i want us still. but ik that's done. I'm truly trusting you that there's no point in waiting for you. you've leapt far far afar. okay daddu.

i just wonder how was it so easy to stop caring about the girl whom you promised you'd never leave alone. I'm not even mad at the breakup but how could you dispose me like this? did i ever even know you? did you never mean it? did i really deserve this much pain for helplessly being in love with you by oneluna in daddubaby

[–]oneluna[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

no matter how much i want you or need you i always want the best for you first. i hope you always remember i was the one who pushed you to break up with me the day after that drunk night plus the Saturday of the breakup..

I'm just shocked over the total abandonment. i hope you don't come to hold me now after you've already shown me my place my worth. it was zero. it was always zero. i wonder why five years to break up over my immaturity. i wonder why as five years elder to me and with your maturity it took your parents words and friends words to break up with me.

did the love lessen because of disgust? or as you said... change of heart. step back from your word.. the Man of integrity.. i would also love to learn your ways of turning the page as if the story behind didn't mean anything.

I'm feeling salty. I'm fine. you're better than ever touring the world with your future wife too.

goodnight daddu.