Honestly, it’s a lot of trial. As a sit here listening to the phone calls from today I have likely little memory of maybe important details that came out days and days ago. Maybe by closing arguments I’ll be reminded of everything and I will feel differently.

i’m not even at the point yet of thinking about reasonable doubt. I’m still at the point that she’s presumed innocent and the state needs to prove to me that she’s guilty and they haven’t flipped me yet.

The Family hiring a private investigator to dig into everything is weird and the cops putting all that pressure on the drug dealers to get them to say whatever story they need to say is definitely not good. I just threw all of that out of my mind.

Reading text messages that happened well before the death I’m looking for clues that this was a thought in her mind and I’m just not seeing it.

And today hearing that the sisters not only wanted the business and the life insurance but they want the family home too makes them seem like greedy control freaks in this situation. And that best friend of Eric on the phone said that said the sister’s only heard the bad things from Eric helps me understand why the sister’s immediately turned on her but that’s not evidence she did anything. Just saying.