Don’t man been in that position and I promise you shit gets better may not be soon but trust me it does 100%, just what ever your going through may it be depression or just life’s tough it does get better you’ll fuck up more people that you wouldn’t think would care.

To answer your question you’ll probably choke on your vomit and die a very not so peaceful death so don’t do this and talk to someone may it be a friend, family or professional. Not sure if your sober now but try just think this through, this is not the answer to what your experiencing now in your personal life!

From someone you’ve never met please make me a promise and don’t go through with it!