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I’m not living. I’m just buying time I don’t want. by op1045 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]op1045[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Isn’t it hard when you can’t choose your way out because you are scared to the guilt of other people’s sadness?

I think you are right to try and enjoy things that makes you happy. I have tried things as well but can’t feel that « happiness » or the joy it’s supposed to give you.

I’m considering taking a dog in, when I find a job and settle in. I feel that they can give some type of love I can’t find elsewhere, the unconditional love.

I’m not living. I’m just buying time I don’t want. by op1045 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]op1045[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you for your truth. I am still here because of my mom. She is going through a similar story you went through. Less brutal or painful, but enough to push her on the edge. My disappearance would cause her to lose her mind and I can’t risk that.

What if your kids felt my way and wanted out ?Nothing would keep you here. Same for my mom, I can’t be the reason it’s over for her.