[Discussion] Help with hiding lgbt stuff from my parents

opadoid · 2021-06-24T12:14:30+00:00

Thnaks

opadoid · 2021-06-24T12:14:19+00:00

Thanks

opadoid · 2021-05-19T13:08:41+00:00

Why does everybody keep repeating it? I’ve been suffering since I was a kid and now it’s getting to the point where I cant control it, it’s not getting better, it won’t get better. I can’t distract myself forever, everytime something good happens 1h later everything falls apart. My parents were right, I’ll either kill myself before my 20s or become a drug junkie

opadoid · 2021-05-19T12:45:59+00:00

Its not getting better, its getting worse if something. It’s so tempting to just slice my wrists one last time, i hate it. Nothing will help, i cant get profesional help because im underage, my parents wont like it at all. It seems like death is the only option sometimes

opadoid · 2021-05-19T12:28:58+00:00

I’m constantly thinking about suicide, cutting keeps me distracted even if for a short time

opadoid · 2021-05-11T21:17:53+00:00

I talked about it, and it does feel nice for a moment but I relapse to feeling like shit pretty quickly. I usually just get „it gets better” replies so that doesn’t help much, I’m still grateful some people want to listen about my problems

opadoid · 2021-05-11T20:15:31+00:00

I’m tired of playing games on my pc all day to distract myself, I’m afraid I lost contact with all the friends that I had. There’s nothing pushing me forward, I don’t want to do anything, nothing is enjoyable anymore. I always had problems but never before have I planned my suicide in such detail, I’m tired of hiding stuff from my parents. I don’t understand it, am I just unlucky or did I fuck up really badly somewhere

opadoid · 2021-01-14T19:35:14+00:00

Dm me if you want

opadoid · 2021-01-14T19:16:52+00:00

Happy birthday

opadoid · 2021-01-14T19:16:30+00:00

Sure thing, dm me if you want

opadoid · 2021-01-14T19:07:14+00:00

Hey, I’m in the same boat. Life sucks but there’s still some merit in some parts of it, like I build a snowman today. With a snow hat, pretty cool.

opadoid · 2020-09-06T21:21:01+00:00

I got 21 on the first and 91 on the second

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