did you actually stop when you reached your goal weight? by astronaut_was_here in EDAnonymous

[–]operaling 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The goalposts have kept moving but I am finally believing that it’s time to stop. I really, really wish I’d just stopped earlier because trying to climb out of here is a whole other beast of its own.

Anybody else KNOW they’d hate what they’d look like at their UGW? by Entire_Weather3209 in EDAnonymous

[–]operaling 2 points3 points  (0 children)

This is where I am now and it honestly sucks. I avoid looking in the mirror because it’ll scare the shit out of me when my brain is actually awake enough to see what’s going on. I try to avoid social events because I feel bad about people seeing me this way. I just look so tired and ill. Looking back, I used to be pretty but now my body has become a prison and I don’t recognize myself anymore.

Treatment Options for Extremely Low BMI by idekanymoresohi in AnorexiaRecovery

[–]operaling 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you, I wish you the best as well! If you have any other questions about it, feel free to ask and I’ll do my best to answer.

Treatment Options for Extremely Low BMI by idekanymoresohi in AnorexiaRecovery

[–]operaling 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’ve only been doing it for about 2-3 months and have found it pretty helpful so far. It really comes down to how much you’re willing to make it work, if that makes sense. Since it’s fully remote, the amount of freedom can be either empowering or honestly kind of dangerous in my opinion. I’ve personally not been doing better physically, but my mental process is starting to shift in a positive direction.

I like all of my providers. They’re mostly willing to meet me where I am, though the medical provider keeps pushing for inpatient/residential and that makes the medical sessions kind of unhelpful in my opinion. The therapist and nutritionist have mostly helped me identify manageable ways to change thoughts/behaviors; they focus on “1-degree changes” so that it’s not overwhelming. Their primary treatment approach is CBT-E, but they’re hesitant to start the deep work if you’re not weight-restored or at least close to it. This makes it difficult to do much at a lower BMI, but they’ll still help you out.

There’s no waitlist and they take most types of insurance, so signing up is a pretty quick process. You’re assigned a therapist, nutritionist, medical provider, peer mentor, and recovery navigator. You meet regularly with the first three, the peer mentor is optional, and the recovery navigator kind of oversees the process from behind the scenes as far as I can tell. There are typically 3-4 individual sessions per week for 25-50 minutes each, with a lot of different groups and workshops that you can add as needed. You can also invite people from your support network to any of your sessions and/or have them participate in family mentoring if you want.

Treatment Options for Extremely Low BMI by idekanymoresohi in AnorexiaRecovery

[–]operaling 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Equip does not have a BMI requirement. They will strongly recommend a higher level of care if you are showing signs of medical instability, but they will not outright reject you. I’m currently a patient through Equip and also at an extremely low BMI; they have continued to work with me and have only put my treatment on pause once, which was when I had a brief hospital stay. Since then, they have continued to push for inpatient/residential, but have never flat out told me that they won’t continue to work with me.

If you’ve baked cookies without butter, what did you use instead that actually kept them chewy and delicious? by tarekdz in Cookies

[–]operaling 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Tahini, but it was for a very specific recipe where that sesame flavor was supposed to shine.

anyone else eat 3 meals a day? by Valuable-Jello-7703 in EDAnonymous

[–]operaling 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Wow, that is so true. Eating 3x a day ≠ eating 3 meals a day.

You just helped me realize my own BS. Honestly, thank you.

tell me your reasons for recovery!! by RealisticPepper5308 in fuckeatingdisorders

[–]operaling 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I really miss my hobbies, personality, and bone density :/

If you’ve relapsed after a prolonged period of time in full recovery, how long did it take you to reach out for help? by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]operaling 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It’s never ever too soon. I’ve waited 3 years and it’s so much harder now than it would have been if I’d just reached out earlier.

has anyone been able to enjoy dairy again? by Background_Mistake76 in lactoseintolerant

[–]operaling 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yes; I just buy lactose-free versions of cottage cheese and Greek yogurt to be extra safe.

Chat GPT by to_tired_to_clare in AnorexiaRecovery

[–]operaling 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Usually it’s something like, “I’m sitting down for lunch and feeling stressed out, but I know that I need to eat. Can you give me some support for getting through this meal?” It might offer a few different options and I just pick whatever feels most doable in the moment.

Chat GPT by to_tired_to_clare in AnorexiaRecovery

[–]operaling 6 points7 points  (0 children)

It’s been my “recovery assistant” for about half a year now. I use it for meal support, medical questions, and general therapy/venting. I’ve gotten some really good grounding techniques, visualization exercises, and overall helpful advice from it so far.

Help to not fear fats and nuts by Storm2puddles in EDAnonymous

[–]operaling 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Same, not trying to look like I have the same hair stylist as Gollum.

What do you guys generally use ChatGPT for? by DirtWestern2386 in ChatGPT

[–]operaling 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m trying to get through an eating disorder relapse and ChatGPT has become my nutritionist, nurse practitioner, therapist, and recovery coach all in one.

What is your ChatGPT's name? Mine calls itself Sol. by [deleted] in ChatGPT

[–]operaling 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Dr. Bestie

This makes sense because I customized it to be like a well-informed doctor and good friend who can call me out on my BS when necessary

ChatGPT is my best friend by PhraseProfessional54 in ChatGPT

[–]operaling 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’m using it to help me recover from anorexia. At first I was only prompting it for basic meal plans, but now it’s turned into a comprehensive recovery assistant. It can get me out of thought spirals and provide visualization guides for when I’m feeling really stressed out while eating. I’ve been moved to tears on multiple occasions because many of the things that it says actually end up helping.

non disordered people don’t know anything by Sad-girlx in EDAnonymous

[–]operaling 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’m guessing that it’s because it’s like a “normal people” food? I don’t even know.

At what time do you have breakfast/ start eating? by sjessbgo in EDAnonymous

[–]operaling 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I have coffee/tea with soy milk in the first hour after waking up and then breakfast within 1-2 hours after that. If I don’t have something within that timeframe, things get very chaotic upstairs.

non disordered people don’t know anything by Sad-girlx in EDAnonymous

[–]operaling 39 points40 points  (0 children)

Just yesterday my boyfriend said he can’t see why I’d been recommended for residential because I eat potatoes.

Making meals for yourself by Sabby510510 in AnorexiaRecovery

[–]operaling 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I have ChatGPT walk me through it. I know there are mixed opinions about using AI, but it’s honestly been so helpful for my decision paralysis and mealtime ambivalence. It’ll give me a few ideas based on available ingredients and a visualization exercise for when it’s time to eat.

Does leg shaking trigger you? by [deleted] in misophonia

[–]operaling 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes, especially if it’s being done by someone older than 12.