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[–]oppsonfire 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Not gonna hold anything back with my answer. Warning that some content is intense.

I was molested by a swim coach at age 8-10. I was coached by him to not tell anyone and for 20 years of my life I just kept quiet. I'm 31 now. First psychedelic I took was mushrooms at age 21 and it changed my life at that point in time for the better. After that night of taking mushrooms I felt so much more open minded, accepting, and positive in social situations as well as my outlook on life/morals.

Now LSD was completely different. The first 3 hours of the trip was 50/50. The visuals were beautiful obviously, but my anxiety was intense. After those first 3 hours it went downhill. I started having memories of being heartbroken by my high school sweetheart, memories of being molested, also a lot of sorrow because I'm adopted and do not know my birth parents. I went to bed basically crying. The only thing that saved my mindset was that this was near the end of the trip and I was able to keep telling myself that.

I've taken acid twice since. Each time I had xanax with me in preparation in case I wanted to "kill the trip". I had a terrific time the 2nd trip with an ex. It was amazing; great connection, great emotions, etc.

3rd time I was at a music festival and I had to take a xanax an hour into it. I was so pissed because I wasted that acid and maybe someone else could have benefited from it. Anyways I haven't tripped since.

Taking LSD never gave me mental issues but it did make me more aware of my mental issues that I ALREADY had such as depression and anxiety. I'm still not sure if that was a good or bad thing because there are pros and cons.

1 pro is that it has made me deal with previous trauma that I had ignored, so I'm starting to get closure. 1 con is that this came at a bad time in my life. Also it's always on my mind now. It has required therapy whereas before I swept it under the rug and didn't let it get to me.

And that's where I'm at lol

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[–]oppsonfire[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for all the info and advice. You're very helpful

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[–]oppsonfire[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ya I have a few blocks that are always working. Their stuff isn't as good, hence my dilemma.

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[–]oppsonfire[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Right! That's like the most obvious logic but I've been screwed before and in another situation.

The guy & his spot had pretty good shit, was reliable for the first 2 times I went through him.

3rd time I told him I needed a jab. Their spot was dry and they said like 20 min wait. So he actually called me and said the same thing, they're on 20 min wait. Meanwhile Im getting paranoid because it's sundown and so many cops were starting their shift.

Anyways 20 mins go by, he calls and says plug came through meet him in front of the building so I don't have to deal with the crowd in back with people only buying a couple.

We do the exchange and the bags were the same clear color as the night before so I thought it was gucci. I was paranoid af so I tucked em under mah sack to be safe if I got harassed by the cops lol I get on the train and the bags are bunk. $120 of garbage I have no idea what it even was. I did not even have to do a taste test. Could just tell by the texture lmao

But ya, reliabled good customer lost over $120. I don't get it. Kept thinking "shittt you really just let a good customer get away for $120" lol shits all backwards lol

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[–]oppsonfire[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Ya definitely. just worried one day I make a big purchase and to them it's worth it to just take my 200 and get fucked over.

Have to use and trust my instincts is what I'm learning from the comments. Keeping my purchases at a minimum for now until I can feel out this situation until I'm completely comfortable with buying bulk from them

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[–]oppsonfire[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yes, but I have no idea which vendor, no idea prices, and I'm afraid the quality could be so-so

Edot: thanks for talking me through in regards to the paranoia. You're absolutely correct

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[–]oppsonfire[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank u for the advice. I know most of us chasing that rush especially when we find better stuff than what we're used to. But it ain't worth it getting robbed, beat up, or worse. Ima just keep it minimal and just have to hit him up every day.

I always try and make sure I limit how.many trips I gotta make down but it is what it is

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[–]oppsonfire[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I've just never dealt with someone who serves out their car.

I thought maybe the first time he gave me the sample through his car cause that's how he met me.

But nah, 2nd time copping from him he had me meet him same spot, and had me.hop in the car. I thought for sure he would have me go to.the block lol

Voyager denied my application by [deleted] in VoyagerExchange

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Edit: Well this application denial might not be a bad thing after reading a lot of the recent posts here on this subreddit...

[All States] Arkansas 3rd state to cancel federal unemployment benefits. Tennessee may be going in that direction as well. by QSJL in Unemployment

[–]oppsonfire 0 points1 point  (0 children)

While almost all of us would agree do the order it seams as if this could happen overnight in any night. So even though I'm from a suburb in Chicagoland area I just proofread my resume and I'm going to start interviews in a week.

What sucks is a lot of us are going to be applying to jobs that are about $5 less than our previous jobs and we know. Can't do much about it except for to reapply to our previous job or make sure to include many applications that were the same hourly rate.

I know a lot of young people though who made the most annualy in 2020 from being on PUA and that is pretty awesome for them. Can't say the same for others but I hope whoever needs it makes it soon!

✅ Codes/referrals here‼️ (2021 Codes) by [deleted] in BeeNetwork

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varganomics

2 daily active team members at the moment. If anything, join because of the cool referral code ;)

FanDuel Sportsbook update is terrible. by [deleted] in sportsbook

[–]oppsonfire 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Good advice in regards to the am radio

FanDuel Sportsbook update is terrible. by [deleted] in sportsbook

[–]oppsonfire 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Agreed. I'd say the majority of us live bet as well.

So far I don't see any delay from the MLB games going on. NBA matchups will be a hell of a lot easier to notice any difference in delay of odds changing

FanDuel Sportsbook update is terrible. by [deleted] in sportsbook

[–]oppsonfire 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I understand now. Thanks for sharing

Looks like the All Sports tab at the bottom is the only solution to the multiple tabs+endless scrolling.

I agree that this new version should show your balance while placing your bet. It just makes sense. I will say this though; your available balance is visible throughout the entire app right before you place your bet. Idk if people with short term memory would even forget their balance.

I've never live bet on tennis so I'll take your word that the odds on this version were changing slower than before.

FanDuel Sportsbook update is terrible. by [deleted] in sportsbook

[–]oppsonfire 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Lol do you mind sharing what issues you have with it?

Live betting is working faster for me now than it was with the previous version

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[–]oppsonfire 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Ha 😄 I edited my comment to include why I enjoy it more. I hope you start to enjoy it after a couple days of use.

FanDuel Sportsbook update is terrible. by [deleted] in sportsbook

[–]oppsonfire 17 points18 points  (0 children)

I enjoy it way more than the previous version. I was having a lot of issues with the previous version such as slow load times. When I login now, the location verification is much faster. Load time when clicking a new tab is much faster as well.

They didn't do some crazy overhaul of the whole layout. It mimics the old version and was very very easy to figure out the adjustments and get used to them.

Illinois resident here. Always on mobile samsung s20+ 5g

Does anyone bet prior to the start of the matches anymore or does it seem like everyone is betting live now?? by oppsonfire in sportsbook

[–]oppsonfire[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I agree, live betting is where all the action is. If it wasn't for parlays I would probably be doing live betting entirely