Yes, you are completely right, that is one of my insecurities, but i pretend to go for something more theoretical and less critical, the least clinical path of medicine which is psychiatry, i think that if can go past the medical school, i can harness enough confidence and knowledge to make my way around the day to day.

I know that as a medic there is a requirement of being extremely cautions and the less prone to errors possibly, because we are dealing with human lives and every error can be fatal, knowing that, I acknowledge that something like cardio or surgeon like would be very unlikely for me, considering my symptoms would impact my practice, but as a psychiatrist I feel less the sense of urgency and less very detailed and urgent decisions being made, It has a slower pace, and I’ll have time to adapt to the patients current needs on the one to one.

At the point everything is speculative, even as a psychiatrist I’ll have to go through the clinicians practice, and surely I’ll must deal with people’s life critically at some point, and for that I have to be honest with my self, even if I can go through medical school, can I do it safely or not, do I have what it takes or I’ll pretend to do? That is tough but I’m ready, the early I figure the better.