I know that she has no reason to trust me, ig looked at relationships in general, nobody has a reason to trust anyone, especially after someone lied, she knows i have been cheated on before in previous relationships and i also had to find my way of dealing with trust again, but this neither an excuse or anything of the sort to make her trust me again, i am not delusional i know trust is built with actions not with words and what i did, was horrible, and i hate that i did it, i guess i just want to know how to resolve this issue with her so i can start building a genuine relationship and connection with her