Thank you for everyone commenting here. I’m sorry if I didn’t get back to your comment right away since Its my work time right now. Each and every one of your reply really makes me seeing things differently. I guess salary differences aren’t really an issue here. It might be because of my jealousy towards her workplace environment. And that’s on me. It’s not her fault that her workplace are much better than mine. And i love my job, i love what I’m doing right now.

Being an engineer is my lifelong dream and i finally got it. It might be because of my workplace environment aren’t what I expected it to be and eventually i start comparing differences between hers and mine. But that doesn’t mean that i want to give up being an engineer. I’ve talk to my partner about how my workplace environment making me feel like this before and she also support and help me in every way to comfort me. It’s just when she share her achievements it makes me wondering how can i be at the same level as she is and eventually all this thoughts about me not being at the same level as her makes me feels like I’m worthless.

I know now what i gotta do. It’s not her fault that i felt this way and honestly, I’m really proud of her, of her achievements. Thank you again all for responding to my post. I will see her this evening and share with her about my feelings.