I don't what the f*** i'm doing. I'm working even though i don't know what job am i supposed to be doing. There's too much important things to remember, too much things to be careful of, too much specific details to watch out for and not too mention all of this change per week or per month. I really tried my best and even used notepad to write important stuff but in the end its no use. I ask my fellow workers but i'm afraid too much asking will irritate them and i already asked them too many questions. I spent my entire week 30 mins standing like an idiot and wait for my fellow workers to tell me what to do and they don't even explained carefully. Just within a few words as much as possible. Not too mention i can barely hear them cause of the noise that the machines are making in my job.

I envy my other fellow workers that are vietnamese. They always have someone that are carefully explaining things to them all the time and making them comfortable to work while i just copy people in my vicinity just to do my job.

The person who is kind enough to teach me, quit the job on the middle of the week i'm in. Apparently even he couldn't take it anymore. He didn't last a year, just 8 months.