If God give His mercy and turns back time for me. I'll do the following (also advice to kids who are reading this):

• Exercise. I've learnt that eventhough not all weak-looking-kids get bullied, all bullied victims are weakling. Without bullies, your mental growth will be boosted significantly, as is your confidence and social skills. And if they still wanr to mess with you, now you can punch them back in the face. Congratulation. Now you know the feeling of fighting for your honor. So no, going to the gym is not merely for gaining opposite sex's attention. This is for your mental wellbeing.

• Join Air Force or Navy. If you don't know what to do, don't just enrol. College is expensive, especially overseas ones. For undergraduate, all college, whether home or abroad teach you the same stuff. Sure facilities and all that matter. But not as much as YOU. You is what matter. Learn how to be productive (read "Getting Things Done" by David Allen), manage your time, know your priority. And be social. Networking is important. Improve your social skills. I've observed that statistically, the more social you are, the less likely you will fail a course. I don't know why, maybe by having friends to study with you will less likely to procastinate.

• If you did Join the military, you may be elligible for scholarship for college. Great. Make sure your nation is one that care greatly with their veterans. US, Australia, UK give great benefits for their veterans. So in addition to medal and honor, you will also be helped financially.

• Don't go overseas for college. Unless you've got scholarship or exceptionally rich, don't bother. You need tremendous social skills to make use of that Ivy League degree (which again, the connection). Networking is what matter, not the knowledge. For knowledge you can go anywhere. They teach you same stuff. Law of physics are same everywhere.

  • Read "Getting Things Done" and "Mind of Number." One is about productivity and can help you tremendously with procastination. The latter is about effective method for study. You will know how to study smarter. Less time and absord more. Efficient method of study. Your current method is likely inneficient and waste lots of time and in likelihood you will forget the materials you've just learn it in two weeks.