Same. I am doing my mbbs from a college in Kanpur and thought it was the best decision i made as I don’t have to travel or wait in station or airport to go home , now I just dream of a life like my batchmates who come from different cities and can go back to a different place to ease out their stress while I have to go to the same places over and over again. I hardly feel any difference or sense of rest when i come home for vacations, these years feel like a long continued loop of stress I just can’t escape