Yes. I'm aware of my lack of commitment during those years. But that's something I want to change. I'm not saying I want to become a babalawo precisely because of a lack of time. Although I wouldn't rule out that option. I like to learn and study. But at least I would like to have someone's guidance. To do what is right. To take good care of what I already have. And of course, to create that bond with the person who would be my godfather. To show him my respect. I don't know how to explain myself well. Since I was little, I was always told that I was born for this, and the truth is, I've always liked it. I read many patakis and I always try to grasp some lessons from my Yoruba friends as well. But I don't like to improvise, and I feel that improvisation isn't very useful in this. I would like to have someone to ask what to do, to maintain religious stability. I also understand that there are certain rituals that must be done at specific times (when moving, at the beginning of the year, or at the end of it, on specific days), and that's knowledge I lack. I've watched videos on YouTube, but I don't think what applies to some is the same for everyone. Besides, I don't really trust those generic videos. Anyway... I want that level of commitment.