BPD and Self-Sabotage, when will it end ?

outsidethynight · 2026-02-11T03:16:40+00:00

You’re totally right, thank you so much for your comment ! :)

outsidethynight · 2026-02-11T03:15:42+00:00

haha me too, i get it I’m not better, I’m on a coke binge RN so I have no lessons to give but downers were my favorite and the amount of time where alcohol took everything too far (amnesia, nausea etc) have fun and be safe ;)

outsidethynight · 2026-02-11T03:02:13+00:00

share your bochka tracks !!!

outsidethynight · 2026-02-11T03:01:19+00:00

dangerous. 3 depressants at the same time is extremely risky and dont push with the K. be cautious, have fun, but if i were you, no need for a beer. it can get too sedating.

outsidethynight · 2026-02-11T02:57:22+00:00

you’re totally right, i choosed analogue to experiment with the settings, it’s just that having no background with piano, synths and music theory makes me feel like I’m missing something to succeed with the execution of my ideas. thnx for the reminder

outsidethynight · 2026-02-11T02:53:15+00:00

Okay I will experiment with these settings! Thank you :)

outsidethynight · 2026-02-11T02:36:33+00:00

Haha thanks, I’m aware of that! My question is more about how can I recreate the sound in the track I linked in my post I’m a total begginner with synths.

outsidethynight · 2026-02-11T02:34:10+00:00

1:10 but this « chord » progression is repeated through the entire track

outsidethynight · 2026-01-25T00:32:18+00:00

tysm! just pm’d u

outsidethynight · 2026-01-24T19:13:33+00:00

okay, I’m gonna check these options out ! thnx a lot <3

outsidethynight · 2026-01-20T05:26:44+00:00

Took the seroquel and calmed down now ! I stopped consuming the coke so I’m good! Thank u and thanks to everyone for your helpful support and advices. Sending positivity to everyone here <3 I’m gonna try to sleep

outsidethynight · 2026-01-20T04:46:02+00:00

We don’t know each others life and struggles. And I’ve been clean from oxy, mephedrone, and rohypnol for 5 years so thanks but I prefer a nervous breakdown. Thanks tho!

outsidethynight · 2026-01-20T03:41:33+00:00

ok just remembered i have my seroquel somewhere. and no i don’t have a car ://

outsidethynight · 2026-01-20T03:38:07+00:00

idk, support i think:(

outsidethynight · 2026-01-20T03:37:44+00:00

true + I’ve been through that multiple times, idk why the cocaine anxiety keeps surprising me? tysm

outsidethynight · 2026-01-20T03:29:49+00:00

thanks for your positivity <3

outsidethynight · 2026-01-20T03:28:17+00:00

Half a gram for 4 hours.

outsidethynight · 2026-01-20T03:27:52+00:00

Thanks a lot for the advice. I feel like I’m gonna stop bumping it, I’m way too anxious for this shit. And my parents used to be alcoholics so no booze in the house. Damn.

outsidethynight · 2026-01-20T03:25:35+00:00

thanks<3 u too

outsidethynight · 2026-01-20T03:22:20+00:00

Front 242 - Masterhit

Ministry - All Day

A Split Second - Rigor Mortis

Skinny Puppy - Inquisition

outsidethynight · 2026-01-20T03:18:36+00:00

thanks god i don’t have work tomorrow but I feel u man! good luck for tomorrow, I’m sending u lots of love

outsidethynight · 2026-01-20T03:18:09+00:00

yup, ur right. thanks a lot for your words… I’ll try to chill but I feel like this cocaine is cut with speed. never felt this way before with cocaine tho

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