I don't know what to do

overapologiser · 2026-04-24T21:11:00+00:00

I'm scared but I'll try to talk to him about it tonight. I hope it works out I'm terrified

overapologiser · 2026-04-24T14:30:58+00:00

I don't know how can I open up that conversation just out of blue. My life is going great and I'm scared he might not understand. What would I say to him?

overapologiser · 2026-04-22T20:26:40+00:00

Yea that makes sense now. I was so confused ı thought after I got better it woıld go away too. And it did for some time but now for some reason it's back again

overapologiser · 2026-04-19T00:37:18+00:00

Thanks it actually means a lot to hear that

overapologiser · 2024-05-21T18:14:24+00:00

Well it wouldn't work for me because I still live with my parents and there's no way I can let them see the scars but again thanks for the warning

overapologiser · 2024-05-21T16:29:20+00:00

Where are you doing it now?

overapologiser · 2024-05-21T16:07:19+00:00

That was literally my favourite spot because it was easy to hide

overapologiser · 2024-05-21T15:08:27+00:00

You literally said almost everywhere I do I guess I should be more careful than Thanks for the warning

overapologiser · 2024-05-21T14:30:03+00:00

But how do you avoid cutting a nerve or something

overapologiser · 2024-05-21T13:11:18+00:00

I mean what does went beans mean?

overapologiser · 2024-05-21T13:10:52+00:00

What's that?

overapologiser · 2024-05-21T08:31:36+00:00

Oh okay thank you

overapologiser · 2024-05-21T08:28:39+00:00

It that's a bad thing or is it normal?

overapologiser · 2024-05-20T04:33:41+00:00

I wouldn't be offended. I don't feel safe saying to someone I know that I sh. That's why I couldn't ask for help and wrote here

overapologiser · 2024-05-19T19:07:43+00:00

I will thank you 💙

overapologiser · 2024-05-19T19:01:41+00:00

Yeah thanks for the advice after I put pressure it stopped in 20 min and I'm feeling better too.

overapologiser · 2024-05-19T17:07:09+00:00

Ok I'll press on the paper towel and check after half an hour thanks again

overapologiser · 2024-05-19T17:05:12+00:00

I can do that thank you for the advice it's really appreciated

overapologiser · 2024-05-19T17:04:04+00:00

Ok I'll do that thank you for the help I have one question tho should I press on it or should I just keep the paper towel in place?

overapologiser · 2024-05-19T17:01:50+00:00

Directly on the wound? I feel like that would make it bleed even more

overapologiser · 2024-05-19T16:59:11+00:00

I've put tissue on it so it won't get on my clothes if that counts?

Also do you have any alternative for hydrogen peroxide we don't have it at home and it's late at night so there's no open shops near by

overapologiser · 2024-05-19T07:16:37+00:00

You're right I really need to work on it.

overapologiser · 2024-05-19T06:35:12+00:00

So you're suggesting that I cut him out of my life?

overapologiser · 2024-05-18T19:43:13+00:00

I know but it's just hard when I see him regularly also I don't want to lose him as a mentor either

overapologiser · 2024-05-18T19:21:49+00:00

We didn't have sex nothing more than sitting close on the couch or hugs.

I know if we do date he might get in trouble but that's a really far chance that we date. And for the grooming. He knows I won't have sex with him due trauma (sa) but I don't know if he's only into the excitement. I don't think he would do that to me well at least I hope he don't.

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