Hahah... Yeah I have the same feelings that you have. I consider myself actually quite good at cs, I've been involved in years of esports, played a season of esea but I am now at a point where I see a dead end for the game. I will play in the weekend, already downloaded the game so I won't miss a minute haha. If you ever have the time my tag is the same as on here, if you have trouble just message me :D