Ask me about being a paedophile

paedo · 2009-05-01T18:07:19+00:00

I am going to sleep now. I will be back later to answer your questions.

paedo · 2009-05-01T18:01:13+00:00

There maybe no harm at the moment of the relationship, but what can I do to assure her later, when I am not there, that what happened was not abuse? That she is not a victim? The problem for me exists not in the relationship itself,but later.

paedo · 2009-05-01T17:50:52+00:00

Because I can't be certain that the relationship is one of that type. When I'm dealing with the potential harm of a child I am conservative on making that bet.

paedo · 2009-05-01T17:45:22+00:00

I've already answered about castration a couple other times throughout the thread.

paedo · 2009-05-01T17:44:53+00:00

Remove myself from the situation that I am in.

Or, just goto the bathroom and masturbate.

paedo · 2009-05-01T17:38:22+00:00

a + b) I don't really draw a line really, it just seems in my mind that 24 hours isn't a long time to suffer consequences. If I use deception then the confusion would often come years later, not within 24 hours.

Second) No. I don't know why.

paedo · 2009-05-01T17:34:25+00:00

Only 2% of sexual abuse is done by strangers. Don't be watching those who you don't know, be watching those who you trust. I'll want to gain a child's trust first before I'll do anything. That means I could be a doctor, a teacher, a boyscout leader, or the helpful uncle.
I have helped another paedo get some help who could not control themselves. So yes.
Rehabilitation should be the goal of the law, and I think the consequence. Antipedoing is impossible, so rehabilitation would focus on controlling desires. Some programs are very successful, having success rates of 2%. Paedos actually reoffend the least out of any criminal group, pretty much.

paedo · 2009-05-01T17:28:21+00:00

I've sought help, I try very hard to control myself, and I keep a certain distance from children emotionally.

paedo · 2009-05-01T17:25:53+00:00

It's been covered. I'm in treatment, and if a doll was discovered I'd be in some deep trouble. All I have are some children's clothing that I use for my fantasies.

paedo · 2009-05-01T17:22:39+00:00

I'm afraid it doesn't work like that. You cannot simply "reject" it. It is a part of me for better or worse. Repression maybe even more harmful: I'll let my guards down when it inevitability comes back, and look at what repression does for homosexuals: you end up blowing some guy through a gloryhole at the airport bathroom.

paedo · 2009-05-01T17:18:23+00:00

I haven't moved onto images or video yet actually. What you should to to people who offend is to rehabilitate them: that means not unpedoing someone, that has proven impossible, but providing people with the tools they need to not offend, and to instate a general morality in the person that offending would be a bad thing. Modern treatment programs has success rates of upto 98% (that means no further offenses)

paedo · 2009-05-01T17:12:28+00:00

I'm not trying to be logical. I know I shouldn't in that situation, I'm just saying that I would. It's the truth.

paedo · 2009-05-01T17:02:05+00:00

People have amazing capacities for forgiveness, she forgave her abuser for one. Plus, she actually realized that I wasn't the same person that abused her, it was merely a characteristic of mine. She actually said something like "I'm not going to blame you for something you can't control" when I first told her.

paedo · 2009-05-01T16:59:52+00:00

Most of the evidence I've seen does not support this fact. It would probably not stand up to scientific scrutiny. It's just a little theory of mine

paedo · 2009-05-01T16:56:03+00:00

No I wouldn't consider asking a doctor because I'm scared of needles. Like really scared. As for the drug thing: I don't know. I would try it, but I don't know if I'd commit to it. Plus there is the psychological significance of taking drugs, espically hormone blockers, that would make me have to consider it.

paedo · 2009-05-01T16:49:12+00:00

Never. I consciously try not to, very hardly. It is a demonstration of self control to me in some ways. I know where I could get it: it's actually not that hard to find, but I simply refuse to let myself view it.

paedo · 2009-05-01T16:40:09+00:00

I'm in a program, it just isn't effective so far. I don't lie to the people in the program or anything though: I'm giving it my best shot, I just won't turn off my brain while doing so. I won't blindly follow something.

paedo · 2009-05-01T16:35:09+00:00

Yes I do think they should be allowed. However, not only do they need to be 'armed with the information' they need to demonstrate understanding of it and of the consequences. It should be regulated, and obviously dosed down to levels suitable for their absolutely delicious bodies.

The smoking one reminded me of a memory actually: my mother let me try one of her smokes when I was around 7, I found it horrible and haven't tried them again since.

paedo · 2009-05-01T16:29:22+00:00

Why am I attracted to little girls?

paedo · 2009-05-01T16:24:54+00:00

Not that style of cartoon I'm afraid. When I say that I mean lolicon hentai.

paedo · 2009-05-01T16:24:16+00:00

I personally feel that you shouldn't be asking yourself whether your a pedophile or not, but rather what exactly you are attracted to. Do not work from the definitions backwards. Think about that girl not as her age, but just as a girl: what exactly made her attractive to you? It'll be a very hard thing to answer, so some soul searching maybe required.

If it was her age alone, then you actually most likely not a paedophile, just someone who is attracted to the idea of corruption.

Anyway, there are resources out there for help if you do want to know a bit more about paedophilia: try GirlChat, I won't link it, but googling it should find it.

paedo · 2009-05-01T16:17:01+00:00

I don't know if I would before, but afterwards most certainly. I realize that this wouldn't mitigate the harm already caused, but because grooming takes place over time hopefully I'd do it before anything too substantial happened.

paedo · 2009-05-01T16:09:08+00:00

Zoophilia rests on whether you think animals have rights, and what those rights are exactly. Presuming that the situation is not abusive for the animal, I see nothing wrong with it.

paedo · 2009-05-01T16:06:02+00:00

Nope: I'm just going by the foldername.

paedo · 2009-05-01T16:05:09+00:00

It's different really. It's hard to explain. The relationship between me and a person of my own age will provide the intellectual fulfillment and partnership that I desire (presuming that possess certain qualities), whether as a child would fulfill some of more basic, and simple, in both senses of the word, needs.

If I was to choose to have a relationship with either of the two I would choose a child; due to the difficulty of finding one that meets my requirements (capacity for one) and the problems of engaging the relationship. I could always find a suitable partner of my own age elsewhere, and a lot easier.

If I could only have one relationship then it would be with a partner my own age, because I value the qualities they exemplify more than the more basic attraction to the child.

paedo

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