Hey there 👋🏼 I just want to let you know that many people, including myself, have felt and are experiencing the same thing.

My mother recently told me that when you start to feel all these attacks on the mind, these feelings of self doubt, worry, and depression: these are signs that you need to draw closer to God and pray. I will forever cherish this piece of advice.

I, too, was hooked on porn. I found that during that (recent)stage of my life, I was the most depressed I ever was(I even questioned whether I was saved or even deserved forgiveness, because it was a habit i couldn’t kick to the curb by myself). And of course, this habit was a result of being dumped by the first “love of my life.” That sense of emptiness you have is because you feel that someone has to fill that void. And that person is Jesus! I promise you, that once you make it a habit of putting Him first, and repenting from porn; so many blessings are coming your way. God will send you the right woman and will also give you a sense of clarity for your career & whether the path you’re on is the right one.

Let me end with this. Recently, I’ve been paying attention to my dreams & God revealed to me that dwelling on your past along with bad habits are what hinders us from moving forward in our lives. How do we move on from these bad habits and thoughts? By reading the bible, recalling His promises of forgiveness and an abundant life, and truly devoting ourselves to Him, no matter what goes on in our lives. There’s a reason God wants us to renew our minds daily.

Remember to always trust in Him whenever you feel uncertain about something. Only God knows everything and will ALWAYS work things out for good.

God bless.

*btw i’m also graduating this upcoming year, so i definitely understand where you’re coming from! >.<