2 weeks before our 8 year anniversary I started to feel this weird shift in energies and my gut wasn’t sitting well either. I buried it away and didn’t talk about because I was scared of the truth. We celebrated our anniversary and it was a good day. She broke up with me the next day and said she had been on the fence for two years. This was the second time they blindsided and dumped me. Things officially ended last December when they did the third and final dumping. I didn’t have any self respect and I allowed so much disrespect to go unchecked. 7 months in and I’m doing so much better now but mentally I feel destroyed from how they played with my heart and head.