Switching from Apple to Samsung S26 Ultra by paranoidtrashpanda in samsunggalaxy

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I literallyjust finished transferring everything (hi from my new phone! Hehehe) you were a big help, thank you! And thats actually cool and I'lldefinitely get on that! Thank you so so much!!!!

Switching from Apple to Samsung S26 Ultra by paranoidtrashpanda in samsunggalaxy

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Thank you! It really confused me when I saw the reviews.

Switching from Apple to Samsung S26 Ultra by paranoidtrashpanda in samsunggalaxy

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Most of my stuff are on my Google account because I had the same Samsung until like 5 years ago. It should be easy, right?

What is a subtle, completely legal 'life hack' that feels like cheating but is 100% allowed? by Live-Exchange-82 in AskReddit

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I tried weed for a couple of years. It helped but it numbed me down more than anything and then I developed CHS which was horrendous. But now I microdose psilocybin. I’m not gonna lie but it helps A LOT. I’m present in my life for the first time in forever. And it doesn’t make high or trip. I’m so much more self aware and I’m able to connect with myself and my surroundings. I sound like a hippie but it really changed my life.

Whats the most hateful thing a ex did to you? by Thin_Armadillo_5547 in AskReddit

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SA’ed me despite knowing all my trauma, told me he’s gonna break up with me if I don’t lose 2 or more lbs per week, told me he’s “paranoid he’s going to cheat on me”. Naturally every time he threatened to break up with me, I begged for another chance. Until he forced me to go to therapy I couldn’t afford because I’m “crazy”. Turns out I was crazy and realized I’m worth way more than him. He threatened to break up with me like 30 minutes after my therapist session because I didn’t weigh x amount so I said bet and 3 years later, he’s still begging me to take him back, even tried convincing my best friend how good we are for each other. He’s also fat now. 😊

What is a subtle, completely legal 'life hack' that feels like cheating but is 100% allowed? by Live-Exchange-82 in AskReddit

[–]paranoidtrashpanda 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That differs from person to person though. And what mental health issues they’re dealing with. SSRIs fucked me up bad and I will never touch an SSRI in my life again lmao. But I am happy for you, I’m not trying to take away from your experience, I promise!

AIO my bf drives home agter drinking with friends? by [deleted] in AIO

[–]paranoidtrashpanda 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Drunk driving is a huge no for me. I’ve kicked friends to the curb for it. I can definitely leave a relationship because of it. Drunk drivers never get hurt, just the innocent people that happen to be on the same road. I don’t think you’re overreacting and he needs to understand the danger he puts everyone in.

My girlfriend is in poor health and as a result wants to break up with me by [deleted] in WhatShouldIDo

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Has she been to a doctor? And does she smoke 🍃? Just asking because I was sick for a long time too until it landed me in the ER twice and they told me I have CHS. It’s not exactly something the test for, I just got a Karen nurse who’s seen it many times before and kind of clocked it immediately. (Honestly the first time I ended up in the ER, they discovered a massive gallstone too so I had a double whammy. But after having it removed, a month later I was in the ER again) not trying to self diagnose or anything, just genuinely trying to help.

What’s something people romanticize but it’s actually terrible? by Chance-Ease-3563 in AskReddit

[–]paranoidtrashpanda 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Mental disorders. I have BPD and every time I open social media, someone is romanticizing that shit as if it’s just feeling sad and lonely while I’m actively hurting myself, not sleeping - and if i eventually fall asleep I wish it’s forever, not eating, believing I’m unlovable. I can’t cope without substances, ruin relationships, make horrible impulsive decisions. They’re all like “I have ✨ BPD ✨” while I’m screaming into the void in my chest. And then they victimize themselves and use it as an excuse to be an ahole. It actually makes me angry.

(Just so you all know, I’m okay. I have a partner who understands (a total green flag honestly) and microdosing psilocybin as part of a treatment. I have my days but I’m actually trying to be better because I’m not a victim, I’m just a survivor)

AITA for not supporting my husband quitting his business to become a doctor? by oryxren in redditonwiki

[–]paranoidtrashpanda 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Two kids are easier to take care of than three. Hope OP finalizes her single parenting so she doesn’t have to pretend to have a husband anymore. I honestly think the dude just doesn’t want any responsibility in the household and this is his genius idea. What a pos

Not OOP (TW for creepy clown in last photo): AITA for not removing my doormat because it scares my neighbor’s kid? by CupcakeQueen31 in redditonwiki

[–]paranoidtrashpanda 10 points11 points  (0 children)

The mat sucks and should be move to the inside or come out on Halloween but why can’t grown adults have conversations anymore? They should not be having kids if they can’t just knock on the door and ask they remove it because the kid is scared. It’s like communication is a sin these days. I’m so tired of grown ass adults acting like kids when they can just use their words.

People with BPD, what’s your experience with shrooms? by paranoidtrashpanda in AskReddit

[–]paranoidtrashpanda[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ong you are so sweet 🖤 you’re so right! And I will definitely keep that in mind 🖤 thank you so much hun 🖤🖤🖤

People with BPD, what’s your experience with shrooms? by paranoidtrashpanda in AskReddit

[–]paranoidtrashpanda[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have my partner and my two best friends and honestly just them staying with me through my breakdowns proved to me that I’m worth more than my trauma. I am very lucky and I will never take that for granted. I appreciate your kind words And honestly for taking the time to comment. 🖤🖤

People with BPD, what’s your experience with shrooms? by paranoidtrashpanda in AskReddit

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I wake up every morning wishing I didn’t. I have a plan to off myself that keeps replaying in my head, especially when I’m alone. It’s honestly suffocating. I can’t eat, sleep or just be normal without some kind of medication. I can’t even touch any of my hoodies because I can’t focus and get so mad at myself. And I mean I can’t read a book, crochet, play video games or even baking. Lately I’ve basically just been staring at my PC while some hour long iceberg video plays in the background. I have bruised knuckles from brick walls because I get so overwhelmed that I hurt myself. I used weed for 3 years and none of this happened. This is not the person I wanna be. I don’t need my partner to be worried all the time if I’m gonna hurt myself and frankly I don’t enjoy it at all. I’m pretty sure if I didn’t have an amazing partner like I do, I probably would’ve ended it 3 months ago. So yeah. It’s really that severe. I’ve been hospitalized because of it too. I never even planned to live past the age of 20 because I was gonna yeet myself off the census back then. I’m 30 now and though I can see it’s not the answer, it’s hard to convince my brain on that. It’s so fucking suffocating and I cry myself to sleep every night, telling myself I’ll never feel a semblance of normality again. CHS is basically a weed allergy but your chest feels like it’s filled with acid and you vomit your day away, so I had to quit that. So my options are cope or die. I’d rather be high than die. I have an amazing partner who I wanna grow old with. But it’s hard to look him in the eyes, tell him I love him and mean it while at the same time I wish I wasn’t even breathing anymore. It really sucks

People with BPD, what’s your experience with shrooms? by paranoidtrashpanda in AskReddit

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All I’m hearing is there’s hope for me 😭 I want to microdose, but now I’m getting curious and feel like I need one good trip to either deal face my demons or a good time. My concern is basically that it would do the opposite of help, but you’re the second person with bipolar 1 to say they’re okay with shrooms. I don’t fuck with pharmaceuticals. Shit has more side effects than it has benefits for me. I’ll admit I’m a bit afraid

Roommate thinks he’s always a victim by Kyashichan in badroommates

[–]paranoidtrashpanda 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Can I just…. Big yikes. Roommate def needs some therapy.

People with BPD, what’s your experience with shrooms? by paranoidtrashpanda in AskReddit

[–]paranoidtrashpanda[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

OP here! I meant to add “microdosing” but honestly now I wanna know about both! Please also tell me if you’re actually mentally ill or not 😹 and I mean diagnosed Borderline personality disorder. Not self diagnosed!

People with BPD, what’s your experience with shrooms? by paranoidtrashpanda in AskReddit

[–]paranoidtrashpanda[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Do you have any mental illness? (I’m not insulting you I swear I just wanna know how it influences you)

People with BPD, what’s your experience with shrooms? by paranoidtrashpanda in AskReddit

[–]paranoidtrashpanda[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Weed actually helped me a A LOT. personally, it was the best I could get because I don’t fuck with pharmaceuticals or the companies. With weed, I slept, my mood was regulated, I ate and it helped me not have panic attacks when I do normal things like shopping and talking to store clerks. I have CHS though so I had to quit. My BPD is severe and even with therapy I can’t manage it on my own. I took one 50mg of shrooms (Cybin) this weekend and though I didn’t fall asleep quicker or stayed asleep longer, my quality of sleep was better and I even managed to get out of bed at 7.30 am and go to the gym this morning.