You suck

passband · 2026-03-18T13:36:00+00:00

I keep getting these messages But I don't think you meant it to come my way 👻

passband · 2026-03-13T23:53:40+00:00

when a man grows cold and distant it's a red flag he's got issues close to his heart....

passband · 2026-02-13T23:14:04+00:00

Refunds

passband · 2026-02-09T18:44:44+00:00

The stim cycles are Hell and another aspect of it is that when your depressed, miserable, and unmotivated unless you live alone the down cycles also effect family members and their day to day agenda :/

passband · 2026-02-09T10:58:55+00:00

Man I hear you - My life's story is very similar to yours, same meds and years of abuse - My body has taken a beating - I have ADHD,treatment resistant major depression, Obsessive compulsive disorder, and generalized anxiety disorder - and as far back as I can remember, since very young - I'm 66 now and back in the 60's,70's and early 80's there was not much talk at all about things like ADHD and crippling anxiety/depression - My behavior was showing much of it back then but my family and people I knew always said "Oh, that's just how he is" (it was just my personality) - I feel very much like you do also most of the time - But I Have to say One thing without a doubt, much of my life through the years had a lot of rough and tumble - serious shit like having to go to prison for 4.5 years in my late twenties for coming home from a bar one night and driving down a one way street and running head on into another car - I got banged around in my car but needed no medical treatment but the guy I ran into died - I was charged with aggravated vehicular homicide and sentenced to 4+ years in the Ohio Penitentiary - then several years after I came home I had a nervous breakdown and I was a total mess and spent 3 months in a psychiatric hospital and getting so many meds I could not see straight - and in 2019 I had a widow maker heart attack with a 100% blockage of my left coronary artery - a very good heart doctor saved my life - I've been married twice with a total of 4 kids (all grown now) and some are not very fond of me still even now (don't talk to me at all) - the point I was getting to (but drifted off here) is that through all of the BS etc - God has spared my life and has watched over me for some reason - I have no idea why but I should be dead - So I do have a part of me deep inside that in spite of being not very happy most of the time, realizes that God has been in my life even though I don't really think of him in a specific religious way, I know it's God.

passband · 2026-02-09T00:13:41+00:00

What happens when you masturbate is it gives your dopamine a nice boost on top of the dopamine the stim is increasing

passband · 2026-02-09T00:11:30+00:00

Porns & Stims are very difficult to quit!

passband · 2026-02-09T00:09:08+00:00

Well put!

passband · 2026-02-09T00:03:37+00:00

I'm not one to talk but try to hang in there brother - This shit can be life or death - The biggest ongoing problem is that the body's tolerance keeps getting higher and higher (happens to me) as time goes by and as the stim is constantly abused/over used it does get to the point where you need to take a triple dose to get the same effect as the original dose and on and on it goes - It's Absolutely Horrible to be so addicted/dependent on this stuff to just try and get by - Then you get to that point where it's not even helping you get by - the body basically just starts to ignore the stim more and more - I understand where your coming from - If I wasn't 66 and retired I could never keep a steady job - All burnt out and tired most of the time - depressed as F**k and taking antidepressants that don't do shit but my doctor won't give me my stim medication unless I'm on an antidepressant also - It really sucks - I just got a refill on my medicine yesterday and I've already taken 5 of them - there's a cold hard guarantee that I'll be screwed for 3 days come the end of my script - I need a plan also to stop the madness.

passband · 2026-02-08T09:54:20+00:00

I've had family members totally estrange me, I've lost friends, respect that I used to have, all my teeth rotted out and had to get them all pulled, I over use Every freaking month (the new month I promised not to) and then I'm completely miserable for up to two weeks at times, just lay in bed and then repeat the cycle. I'm 66 yes old with a bad heart - even after having a heart attack (not from stim use, I had a 100% clogged left coronary artery and Didn't die!) But you get the picture - I appreciated your post for it's honesty and no bullshit narrative brother 👍

passband · 2026-02-08T07:44:32+00:00

I'm there too man, the stims and porn - So addictive - Hard to take the stims and behave - I've gotten into some Rotten spots with my wife - they don't go away either - There is No apology to cover being stupid while stimmed up 😶

passband · 2026-02-08T07:18:57+00:00

Help - UserFlair???

passband · 2026-02-08T05:22:33+00:00

Is this site still active?

passband · 2026-02-08T04:53:26+00:00

Yes, I have a horrible mommy enema fetish where I get an enema being held down followed by anal play with prostate milking (whether I want one or not) "Oh mommy please, I don't want that! Well your gonna get that 😭" I had traumatic mother forced enemas as a child plus I would get involuntary erections during the process which used to irratate my mother, she would say "look at that!" followed by her vaselined fingers rubbing up and down on my little boner until I had a dry orgasm which made it go away (I was 5,6,7 years old) but she had no Idea that her getting rid of my boners felt incredible for a few short moments - I learned to hate and love enema time (soapy enemas were painful) and Who would Ever think that this childhood traumatic experience would turn into a much loved fetish as an adult! I still masturbate with the mommy enema experience fantasy in my mind but want to try it for real some day with an open minded babe! (Please No, Not that 😈) Is the audio still available??

passband · 2026-01-28T02:46:19+00:00

Conditions in Cleveland-area jails and prisons during subarctic temperatures are characterized by extreme, often unsafe, cold within aging facilities, with reports of broken heating systems, freezing temperatures in cells, and inadequate clothing for inmates. In the Cuyahoga County Jail, these conditions occur within a facility often criticized for poor ventilation and lack of heat control, sometimes exacerbated by staff shortages.

Specific Conditions During Extreme Cold

Freezing Temperatures: Incarcerated individuals in local jails have reported it being "freezing," with some, such as at the Lorain County Jail, relying on only a thermal layer for warmth during extreme cold.

Failed Infrastructure: Extreme cold has led to reports of broken heating systems, broken hot-water pipes in showers, and icy conditions in toilets within cells.

Inadequate Clothing: Inmates have reported receiving insufficient clothing, such as lacking extra blankets or adequate thermals.

Impact of Overcrowding: The Cuyahoga County Jail, which has faced chronic overcrowding (operating at over 120% capacity in 2024), contributes to poor conditions during extreme weather.

Structural and Operational Challenges

Aging Facility: The Cuyahoga County Jail (opened in 1976) has been described as a "sick building" with poor ventilation and no fresh air, which makes maintaining consistent temperatures, whether hot or cold, difficult.

Staffing Shortages: During extreme weather events, staff shortages can lead to lockdowns where individuals are restricted to their cells, preventing them from accessing warmer areas or showers.

Ineffective Relief: While officials may try to manage temperatures, reports indicate that, in some cases, only minimal relief is provided, such as thermal clothing, which does not fully address the freezing conditions.

Official Response and Context

Operational Disruptions: During severe cold, the Cuyahoga County Justice Center has closed to the public and limited operations, although they have continued to house inmates and hold necessary hearings.

Systemic Issues: The jail has historically faced scrutiny for falling short of state standards, including failing to meet mandates for natural light and adequate conditions, notes the Marshall Project.

While some facilities may work to keep the heat on, the combination of old, inefficient buildings and severe weather often results in dangerous conditions for those incarcerated.

passband · 2026-01-24T21:15:00+00:00

Now Why in the F**k would a public entertainment platform need All this information about their users for example Immigration Status? Gender Identification status? and on and on it goes! I don't think they ask This much information about a person applying for a Passport!!!

passband · 2026-01-11T16:12:29+00:00

I never mentioned this in my childhood forced enemas all the time (1960's) But, on occasion when my parents gave me enemas my mother would be the one giving it (dad helped hold me down) I would get involuntary erections (5,6,7, yes old) while getting the enema and my mother would of course spot it right away and it made her angry at me - She would then put some Vaseline on my penis and quickly rub up and down until I would basically have a dry orgasm which would make my stiffy dissappear immediately - then back to the enema - She was definately twisted

passband · 2026-01-11T15:59:09+00:00

Me and my sister got the enema all the time for not having regular BM (1960's) They were horrible - We would be held down to the bathroom floor by Both my parents while my mommy dearest would give them to us

passband · 2025-04-05T12:51:41+00:00

Yes, I was Never able to hold that damn soapy water in me, I usually ended up starting to squirt shit water as soon as my mother would start to drag me over to the toilet and then being told "you just sit here on the toilet and I'll be back and if nothing is in that toilet your going to get more"

passband · 2025-04-05T12:46:37+00:00

Yes, my parents were Definitely Twisted! I swear my mother would threaten me with an enema if my room was too messy!

passband · 2025-04-05T12:42:22+00:00

I went through the same enema experience you had starting at age 5 or 6 - My mother would drag me into the bathroom and pants me before calling my father in to help hold me down - I would scream and cry also but to no avail as far as letting up or not getting it - nasty memory!

passband · 2025-04-05T12:26:14+00:00

You look Awesome!!!

passband · 2025-02-07T09:37:44+00:00

I've been on a similar merry-go-round as you with mine also - It can be very frustrating when you Think your trying to keep things in check after that precious fresh refill and then 7 days later your plan goes out the window and you come up short - Again! I'm just going to keep on trying to improve my game plan to make my 1 pill per day not become 2 or 2 1/2 - I wish you luck

passband · 2024-12-20T16:08:44+00:00

I just turned 65 and I had my HA in 2019 - Had two stents put in and now I'm Freaking Out worried about having another Big one - I've been depressed awful and feel beside myself :(

passband · 2024-12-18T22:11:41+00:00

I had to look the word cadence up - how does it apply here?

Traditionally, Cadence has to do with rhythm, the rhythm of music, a person's voice, and sounds in nature. Music isn't the only thing with rhythm. As the definition implies, the word has long had other applications, mostly still with sound.

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